me too........
when i look back, i dont really know where i lost the magic
ive tasted it in later life for moments,then its gone
although......i think ive created a world where i prefer it to be fucked up.....for better or worse......ive constructed a character that defines "me".......
you know, i wouldn't even mind the dead end part so much, as long as i was paying rent and bills, etc. that's the part that kills me. i'm going nowhere and struggling.
when i look back, i dont really know where i lost the magic
ive tasted it in later life for moments,then its gone
although......i think ive created a world where i prefer it to be fucked up.....for better or worse......ive constructed a character that defines "me".......
nice, huh?