Well the week started off by shoving a shit sandwich down my throat. I got in a wreck (as a passenger) right if front of my apartment complex Monday evening (about 5:30).... so I ended up spending most of the evening in the emergency room getting my neck x-rayed, cat scanned, ect...... yippie! I did get to catch the last couple minutes of the Dallas/Redskins game when I finaly got home (after midnight). While I'm a fan of neither teams, but being raised in a Redskins household .......it was great to see those god damned cowboy lose at home. Bwahahahahahhahhahhahhahaa!!! EAT SHIT YOU MOTHER FUCKING REDNECK COWBOYS FANS!!! (does a little happy dance). Anyway back to reality..... Now I can return to following my football team (Carolina), and hope the Oakland A's can surpass Anahiem so they can be in the A.L. Playoffs........... shit waitaminute...... damnit.... neck bugging me..... need drugs.... some painkillers....... not having insurance and being poor sucks....... hmmmmm *rummages kitchen for drugs*...... ok that ought to do...
I feel like, I'm kinda floating a litlle, and rambling alot...... like I give a damn... I just want my neck to quit hurting so I can focus on drawing, instead of drawing focusing on the fact I feel like shit...... and I'm going to be moving on the 1st of next month into a newer apartment.... now that i got a letter from the new property management here (my current slum) saying I was "too fucked up for the ghetto".... ok, ok, it's a paraphrase but you get the guist. It goes to figure the following day I got the approval to my new home (yippie!!!), and it's about 5-10 miles closer to Atlanta. Not quite in the parimiter, but not so far in BFE that it'll be as much of a pain in the ass to go into the city.
Hrm...... on my new project "Stormblazer" #4 from Smash comics (due out in mid 2006 kids, buy tons of copies)..... I was impressed I kinda inadvertantly gave a new standard design to characters. I had no clue what they looked like, so I gave them a seriously generic look (ok, in my opinion) and the editor loved it.... hell he forwarded it to all of the artists involved in the company. It's kinda wild to get a forward seeing your art, and the caption of "this is the official appearence as of now"..... lol, talk about an ego feed.... in between that, and the reception my full pages of art are getting my ego is at an all you can eat buffet....
It's kinda wierd knowing in a little more than a week.... I'll be alone again..... wierd I'm driving women insane at an even quicker rate..... maybe I just need to give up on women entirely....... waitaminute I like sex too much (I knew it was to simple a solution). Oh well maybe a long list of friends with benifits, and nameless, faceless one night stands would suit me better...... I'm starting to think my honor, or generocity system is seriously flawed. It seems like whenever I show my giving nature it bites me in the ass, and my honor is mistaken for weakness. Wich couldn't be farther from the truth.... I just like try as opposed than lying, stealing, and hurting people (emotionally, and physically)..... though I could do that easily (and even enjoy it)..... but I don't.
Maybe it's the fact I speak my mind regardless of the taste or tact of the reply. I try not to be a spinless "yes-man", and to tell the truth I find most people's lack of spines in this department sickening. Unfortunatly people have a hard time swallowing what I say alot of times due to this, but it's me... I have my opinions and that's what makes me... me. I think everyone should have thier own views on things, but allow others to have thiers as well. So in other words if someone's opinion differed from mine I wouldn't put them down for it, agree to disagree, and respect them for thier view. Then when you throw in my sense of humor (shocking, sick, sarcastic, and cynical) into the equasion it does make it hard to distinguish if I'm being serious or not..... but if people took the time to ask..... I could inform them I was merely joking instead of asuming things. *shrugs* Then again if people want to know any thing about me PERIOD they merely need to ask me anything, and I'll gladly answer.... but in a lot of cases if I'm not asked I won't say anything.... so to you, the "reader" of this post, keep this in mind if you have a question I've yet to answer... I might not have answered it because I was never asked..... because I feel like I'm hogging a conversation when I go on about myself..... or could it be the fact that over 80% of the time I willingly open up to people in that way I get stabbed in the back
Let me list the top 10 things (in no order) that I'd like to accomplish before I die....
1. Get regular work as a freelance artist
2. Get custody of my son Christian
3. Go cross country at least once....
4. Record an album of my own music (for at least myself to enjoy)
5. Find a mate who I cannot drive nuts....
6. Have another child
7. Buy a house/farm in the country somewhere (not til I'm older)
8. Make my family (wich is down to my brother) proud of me..
9. Enjoy life
10. Win at least one art award (preferrably an Eisner
Alright, I guess it's enough of my intraspective babbling.... since the only people who read my annoying banter and posts are a select few, and probably have given up on reading this paragraphs ago. lol it almost sounded like I expect this sludge to be read...... if you want entertainment go to
Roth and EarlWildside Comics
I feel like, I'm kinda floating a litlle, and rambling alot...... like I give a damn... I just want my neck to quit hurting so I can focus on drawing, instead of drawing focusing on the fact I feel like shit...... and I'm going to be moving on the 1st of next month into a newer apartment.... now that i got a letter from the new property management here (my current slum) saying I was "too fucked up for the ghetto".... ok, ok, it's a paraphrase but you get the guist. It goes to figure the following day I got the approval to my new home (yippie!!!), and it's about 5-10 miles closer to Atlanta. Not quite in the parimiter, but not so far in BFE that it'll be as much of a pain in the ass to go into the city.
Hrm...... on my new project "Stormblazer" #4 from Smash comics (due out in mid 2006 kids, buy tons of copies)..... I was impressed I kinda inadvertantly gave a new standard design to characters. I had no clue what they looked like, so I gave them a seriously generic look (ok, in my opinion) and the editor loved it.... hell he forwarded it to all of the artists involved in the company. It's kinda wild to get a forward seeing your art, and the caption of "this is the official appearence as of now"..... lol, talk about an ego feed.... in between that, and the reception my full pages of art are getting my ego is at an all you can eat buffet....
It's kinda wierd knowing in a little more than a week.... I'll be alone again..... wierd I'm driving women insane at an even quicker rate..... maybe I just need to give up on women entirely....... waitaminute I like sex too much (I knew it was to simple a solution). Oh well maybe a long list of friends with benifits, and nameless, faceless one night stands would suit me better...... I'm starting to think my honor, or generocity system is seriously flawed. It seems like whenever I show my giving nature it bites me in the ass, and my honor is mistaken for weakness. Wich couldn't be farther from the truth.... I just like try as opposed than lying, stealing, and hurting people (emotionally, and physically)..... though I could do that easily (and even enjoy it)..... but I don't.
Maybe it's the fact I speak my mind regardless of the taste or tact of the reply. I try not to be a spinless "yes-man", and to tell the truth I find most people's lack of spines in this department sickening. Unfortunatly people have a hard time swallowing what I say alot of times due to this, but it's me... I have my opinions and that's what makes me... me. I think everyone should have thier own views on things, but allow others to have thiers as well. So in other words if someone's opinion differed from mine I wouldn't put them down for it, agree to disagree, and respect them for thier view. Then when you throw in my sense of humor (shocking, sick, sarcastic, and cynical) into the equasion it does make it hard to distinguish if I'm being serious or not..... but if people took the time to ask..... I could inform them I was merely joking instead of asuming things. *shrugs* Then again if people want to know any thing about me PERIOD they merely need to ask me anything, and I'll gladly answer.... but in a lot of cases if I'm not asked I won't say anything.... so to you, the "reader" of this post, keep this in mind if you have a question I've yet to answer... I might not have answered it because I was never asked..... because I feel like I'm hogging a conversation when I go on about myself..... or could it be the fact that over 80% of the time I willingly open up to people in that way I get stabbed in the back
Let me list the top 10 things (in no order) that I'd like to accomplish before I die....
1. Get regular work as a freelance artist
2. Get custody of my son Christian
3. Go cross country at least once....
4. Record an album of my own music (for at least myself to enjoy)
5. Find a mate who I cannot drive nuts....
6. Have another child
7. Buy a house/farm in the country somewhere (not til I'm older)
8. Make my family (wich is down to my brother) proud of me..
9. Enjoy life
10. Win at least one art award (preferrably an Eisner
Alright, I guess it's enough of my intraspective babbling.... since the only people who read my annoying banter and posts are a select few, and probably have given up on reading this paragraphs ago. lol it almost sounded like I expect this sludge to be read...... if you want entertainment go to
Roth and EarlWildside Comics