holierthancow

Ok, I've turned a 180 on the mood after realizing no matter how bad I feel..... it's pointless to dwell when it comes to things involving other people.... just more reason for me to be a sociopathic hermit (not in a bad way). About at this point I think I need to focus on my work. Trying to fix my life's issues is about as pointless as expecting a scab to heal if you pick it daily (since I'm the only one concerned for mending). Or maybe I need to enjoy life, maybe the weekend nightlife, it has been a while since I've been bar hopping solo, or even to a movie theater....... hmmm choices choices... and so little time to enjoy it....