this weeks blog topic is If you could go back in time and change one thing from your past what would it be?
There is a couple things I wish I could change. Its really hard to actually think of only one big thing and maybe if I just start writing ill figure it out on the way.
I'm sure a lot of girls are with me when I say boys. I call them boys because real mean don't act like my ex's did. In my past I have dated a lot of losers, the guys who don't work and just spend your money, the ones you just use you and even the abusive kind.
there's also schooling. I went to college for a year and then dropped out and moved home. I loved the thought of college and the fun that came with it, but when it came to actual studies I made horrible decisions. Leaving things to the last minute or just half assing homework so I can do other things. I met some of the best people in college that I still hold dear in my heart. I wish I had finished but I guess I wasn't ready at the time. who knows maybe one day ill go back
In the past I use to be a huge push over. which also relates to both the previous mentioned topics. Boys I was crushing on used this to their full advantage and got to me to do whatever they want. and even some people I met in college did too. Today I'm still a bit of one but so much. I do what makes me happy and if you don't like it you can fuck off basically. sorry to be so crude but its true. in the past year I've started living my life for me. sometimes I get stuck in jams by spending to much money on things that I want but don't really need.
to be completely honest though if these things didn't happen I wouldn't be who I am today. so I guess I don't really regret them totally.
PS! I really want to start doing some videos for SG so I think a great one to do is a little Q & A. so leave some questions below and ill answer them :)
that's all for now
Hugs and kisses
Heidi Mae
Thanks for the topic @lyxzen @bloghomework
