heathermaxine

hey heather, sorry long time since the reply... I need picture ideas, can you send me something to draw on? Thanks. um like happy second birthday

I like you...as for whispering-*salacious...*

You can have one of mine.

that "having sex" thing makes sense! maybe thats why i have been feeling so shitty!

oh... and i love anything "peanut butter"



PS.... i take pictures too.lol.

[Edited on Feb 17, 2004 1:54PM]

ok

You don't love me anymore.

and where the hell have you been?!

Wow I can't wait to read the next one, will it be before 2005?

hah. i hate bruising my tailbone. i accidentally step onto a patch of downhill ice once, with my dog in one arm and my camera in the other... and i skated down for a few feet before falling straight on my ass. it didnt fully heal for a month! i couldnt bend over!
and i wasnt even doing the hokey pokey at the time.

You really need to update. But anyway, Happy New Year to you.

who is this girl?

so, there, heather bunny...

i'll, um, be in cleveland next month...
how's about we hook it up, eh?



plans made. no phone yet. i'm so cool.

ah and i want to tell you also,
we should spend sometime jumping over the bar, eh?


[Edited on Jul 21, 2003]

hm... fuck Saturdays... a week doesn't have to have
separations... it's all just a big conspiracy to screw with our
heads... rock on. I don't know what i'm talking about.
For some reason I always want to contradict your journal...

okay.
ow.

you should be on aim now.

toronto. soon. how cool is that? very cool I tell you...
The best chinese food on the planet... or something...
I would reply to the things you wrote but I lost the
sense of all that is beautiful... Give me a day to
come back...

you think you're sick of it, eh. well. it's a bummer, alright.
i saw a movie this weekend where the old man said his vision was improved with no eye-sight. i love that.
i believe in the color, too.. (i'd love to use a u ) it seems to make certain ideas a pain in the ass, but what will we do? deny the majority of the spectrum for one solid truth? not. not me.
i've witnessed such ugliness that i found it to be beautiful. so whatever.
your lines about passion are great. i've used some similar composition of words recently about the difference.
the thing about the tao isn't, to me, that it's even applicable. it just IS. and it doesn't lack in passion... it just balances it perfectly - because what IS is truth... then life IS honest. every breath of passion. stay that high all the time... seems like a challenge to me.
for me it's "center, center, lose control" because i'm "always coming home" and don't have control to begin with.... okay okay so so limited.
this note is long.
i stopped labeling myself long ago... i can never find a good term...
but it doesn't stop us from trying. judge yourself, why don't you.
the snake never manages to eat himself whole, even if he does get a bite of his tail, eh?
oh yeah - realize that's where you are. it's what i'm trying to do (not that i want you to be like me)... it's just an idea.

i miss you. i'm still trying to work out 'vacation' arrangements. do i really want to drive for nearly 60hrs within a week? mmmmmmm.

i've met him once at la cave... which was accidental and
weird... seems like a nice guy... penny might be going
through with her plans to come here for a little... that should
be interesting to say the least... I went to NY again... That
place is like a magnet for me... I came back with $40 to my
name... but happy nonetheless ... we should meet, no?

[Edited on Jul 14, 2003]