harshgrimcon

Hem.

I just got out of the hospital. Psych Ward. It seems I have Major Depressive Disorder, and a powerful need for pills. I can't say I'm surprised.

The week before last (week of the 13th), I was staying at M's apartment. For someone who's pretty serially bedded down in exactly one place for something like two years straight, and the previous interruptions being but a camping weekend here or there, this was what amounts to an adventure for me. An adventure of the order that is not exciting, insomnious, but sure enough...
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Rodeo, or, Now I will tell you about my puppy.

Saturday, August 16th. I have a gig working security at a rodeo in New Lenox, near Joliet. It's just over a hundred dollars for eight or nine hours of work, though for me it's fourteen because I have to set out early driving everywhere. It's an alright gig if you like drinking beer and carrying...
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The Most Magnificent experience within comprehension... yet.

Today I decided around 1:30 that I would get stoned and take a bike ride. I thought it would be an interesting experience, and a good test of the Great Experment. 2 o'clock comes and I go downstairs and prepare my works, a disc and Do it To it. This turned out to be an auspicious and impressive...
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Ok, let me tell you about my day.

Last night the power went out so sizable chunks of today were spent adjusting to this. Total elapsed outage time, 21.5 hours. Eating melting ice cream before it becomes totally unrecognizable, driving two big bags of frozen meat to a friend's house because his refrigerator still had power and I could charge up my phone over there....
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So I should tell you about the great experiment.

Since of several weeks ago I decided to put a halt to my straight-edge hard core academic ways, in favor of becoming a pot-smoking fornicater, the most readily available first step in this transformation was to begin smoking marijuana. (easier to get a controlled substance than to get laid. My eleven-year-old self is rolling over in...
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It appears, things aren't going to work out.

With a little reflection it becomes pointedly clear that this girl isn't into me. My approach was frought with errors but the more I console myself I'll just say that if she wasn't into me, then there was nothing I could do about that.

Hell of a football game. Now we're going to go back and watch...
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Upon review, I should've broken this up into a few seperate posts. But since I don't know that anyone other than myself will ever read this anyway it mitigates my concern.

Why... so... serious? OR: Love and Herb

So I have this problem, and I figured it would be good for me to type it out a bit.
-The problem: Love, or the lack thereof....
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I have disappeared for some time.

Despite the ontical being of this post, I'm not actually back I don't think.

If it makes you feel better though, I am unhappy while I am away.

To complete the previous post, I am indeed in that rotten honors college, albeit a month late.

But, there are good times as well. I have become a proper pet-owner for the first time since I was a child in single digits, and I pulled a goldfish named Alvin out of his fishtank and requested of my mother, "go park?"

His name is Zell and...
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