harlow

Hey, so its been a while!

Well, its two minutes into the 1st May and I have just had a review of April.

I worked one night at the club and made 200 and was pretty stoked. I put on my game face, pretended every guy in there was Goddess' gift to Womankind and made some moola! However, I had just had enough and didnt go back.

So Ive been putting all my efforts into my website and its paid off. In the month of April, I collected 3600 worth of tributes. 993 of it was money I could spend, the rest was in gift certificates. Isnt that grand!

I now have all the toys I really wanted - An Apple Macbook, Digital Camera, Camcorder and I just bought a Lush longboard! So now I have an excuse to be outside in the sunshine and get some exercise!

I bought a cheap treadmill under my moms suggestion and its fun and all, but its on quite a steep incline and there is no way to lower it. It is also run by your own momentum which makes it very hard work. My mom and I can only last ten minutes on it at a push!

A new club is opening in Newquay and I have booked in to start in June. They say that have arranged discounted accom. with various places in NQY and I am still deciding who to stay with. I dont really want to stay in a hostel because I would like privacy and peace to work on the website. And then I thought about Mar's B&B which would be perfect! Last summer he would leave me in his house to watch movies on his massive TV and play on his macbook, so if he has availability, I will arrange to stay there and have one of my money slaves pay for it all. It really would be perfect!

I also FINALLY posted off my citizenship application!!! Its only three years late, but hey, its done! So I should be a British Citizen come November. Which brings me to my plan - I want to have saved around 5000 come November so that I can go travelling as soon as I get my passport. I want to save this money over the three months I will be in Newquay. I reckon if I dance 4-6 nights a week, I can make it easy. I have no desire to go out partying and it is dead cheap in NQY so I reckon I will be able to save up the money. Also, with running the website during the day, it will be easy.

I have found a surf board that I will get one of My puppets to buy for me too. So then I can spend my days practicing in the water and on the street with my longboard!

So everything I want for my life is coming together. OK, I still have super stressful days where I feel so frustrated but when I sit back and think about it, I really am lucky and have a great life.

I have the month of May to get into shape, that means lose 10 to 15 pounds, tone up and get a tan. I made one of my puppets buy me more sunbed minutes today so I have a base tan by the time I get to NQY. I also booked my flight. This time from Gatwick so I dont have to mission all the way to Stansted!!! Everytime I go that way, I miss my damn flight! 60 one way isnt bad.

So, I should get back from NQY during September I reckon and then I will probably stay with my mom again until I go travelling. Cos of the time of year I want to go, I reckon I will have to hit Oz first for three months and then do America next summer. Yeah, Sydney and up the Gold Coast to Brisbane over three months, dancing and surfing all the way! I cant wait!

Fuck I just spent 80 on a longboard skateboard and I want my next tattoo. I am confident tho that I will be receiving more bank transfer tributes this week so I will be alright. My next tattoo is going to be this:




And I have decided to get this done on my right thigh by Chris Garver when I am the states next year:



Garver is the only person who could do this, except maybe for Kat Von D, but I would rather have Garver do it because I have a major crush on him!

So, out of all my goals, the only thing Im going for now is to save up money and go travelling.

Sydney to Brisbane with a short trip to Fiji - trip 1.

Miami - Costa Rica - San Diego to LA - Hawaii - trip 2.

Both trips over three months with me dancing, surfing, skating and getting tattooed and running the website, writing, photographing and filming my trips.

I reckon I will set up a sweet ass video blog for all my friends to read while I am away. I might even do a practice one with my trip to newquay.

But you know, now that I am so close to my goals, its got me thinking where am I going to go after I have done Oz and the states?

I definately want to visit Japan, I have always been SUPER fascinated with Japan. And now that I will have a British passport I can go work as a dancer all over the place!

But yeah, Japan will be the next trip I reckon. Japan and Bali and maybe some of Thailand over 3 months.

Would like to visit New Zealand at some point and France and Spain and Morocco on surf trips.

Right, thats it, Im off - keep it real bitches!

Miss Vicious