It's been awhile since I've updated, please no stones.
Well seems like everything might be lining up, of course there are big big big bumps here and there. Like, about a week and half ago I got into a wreck, I'm fine and my car is....okay?. Haha it doesn't help when your dad is the one who fixes, but he doesn't know all there is to know about cars....unfortunately so needless to say a little scary. Oh and to fill you in I'm high soooo ya know!!! I start my job today, it's at Lonestar restaurant in Village West. Whoohoo...I'm a waitress so not that great of pay, but the tips help ALOT, but also it's a job. Oh and my wonderful boyfriend has a job, so I think we're going to be obee-kay-bee now.
Some sad news, my grandma is in the hospital, she had jaw pains so my mom took her to the er. (The doctor advised it because the sign of something wrong with your heart is jaw pains in the joint). So today their going up her leg to look at her heart, let's hope she's okay. Cause I don't know if I could handle losing her if something went wrong. She is 85 yrs old...
Okay now some good news, I'm happy, really happy with Tim. I can't believe how amazing he is. I love this blast from the past. He is my one. My equal. My center. My everything. You know when you just get that feeling that you never want to let go....because maybe if you let go, they'll be gone, and you just couldn't face that. To look into his eyes, and feel every wonderful emotion there is, with the hint of butterflies in the tummy. He lights up my life. And so does his son. That little boy, I adore. Makes me want one of my own....for real
. Those two guys have stole my heart. The other day Bradley told Tim I was his stepmom. I just have this wonderful feeling that this is it. This is what life is ALL about.


Some sad news, my grandma is in the hospital, she had jaw pains so my mom took her to the er. (The doctor advised it because the sign of something wrong with your heart is jaw pains in the joint). So today their going up her leg to look at her heart, let's hope she's okay. Cause I don't know if I could handle losing her if something went wrong. She is 85 yrs old...
Okay now some good news, I'm happy, really happy with Tim. I can't believe how amazing he is. I love this blast from the past. He is my one. My equal. My center. My everything. You know when you just get that feeling that you never want to let go....because maybe if you let go, they'll be gone, and you just couldn't face that. To look into his eyes, and feel every wonderful emotion there is, with the hint of butterflies in the tummy. He lights up my life. And so does his son. That little boy, I adore. Makes me want one of my own....for real




broken record?