I talk about these things on here since I don't really know anyone and don't feel particularly comfortable sharing on social media where I do know people. As the title states, I have really started to doubt over the last few years if I will ever find love. I have been single for over a decade and all of my relationships haven't lasted very long....
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It's so easy to get stuck in a rut of the same old routine over and over. Go to work, work hard for your money to try to make a living, come home, rest, repeat. I've found myself in this rut for a while and I just needed to get away. Luckily, my parents have some property in the country about 2 and half hours...
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The other night I was up late and watched a couple of the vlog videos I did a while back. While watching them I remembered how much fun I had doing them and how fun I am in the videos. One of the videos I watched was when at around 3 in the morning I walked down to what is now my current home as...
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As the title states I recently rejoined a group for the local community. I got out of it for a while to do some soul searching and while that did have some success and I found some things, I find myself returning to my roots in the end. With the passing of my friend I talked about in my previous blog it made me remember...
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I apologize if these thoughts are jumbled. I am still in the grieving process.
Last night I was informed of the tragic passing of a friend of mine. When I checked my FB on break I saw the post announcing her passing and it felt like a punch to the gut. We may not have been super close and rarely saw each other in person...
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For a while now I have been looking to find some creepy dolls. I have been to several Goodwill locations as well as thrift stores but to no avail. Sunday, I went out and finally had some real success. I found a good handful of creepy dolls and placed them about my room. I posted pictures of them to a group I am in that's...
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I do like my job. It pays for me to live and I enjoy the work for the most part and am appreciated for all my hard work there. I am thankful for that since I am not at a bad or miserable job on top of getting antsy and tired of the same old thing over and over. The routine is killing me and...
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So, I just saw this movie a couple of hours ago. I went in expecting to like it. It looked fun, was from A24 and had a great cast. Even with decently high expectations I absolutely loved this move and it's currently sitting as the best movie of the year for me and will be hard to top. This movie has got so much going...
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So, I have started to write a story in the vein of the old Italian horror classics about a witch who uses various magic and spells in order to charm the man she loves to love her and fall under her control. I am pretty proud of what I got so far. I think the character of the witch works well as she has to...
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I want to start out by saying that I don't mean to come down on or underappreciate any of my current friends. They are all wonderful people. I mean, none of them will ever read this but I wanted to say it regardless. I just really need to find people who are more likeminded to myself and people who share some of my stranger interests....
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So, I just finished watching "I Want You Back" on Amazon. Normally, I wouldn't really watch a movie like it but I really like Charlie Day and the trailer looked pretty funny so I gave it a watch. I actually really enjoyed it. It had enough of the romantic comedy aspects to make it romantic comedy but didn't go for the over the top, cheesy,...
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We talked a decent bit yesterday. Again about the podcast and issues surrounding it. I thanked her because the podcast has helped me a bit. I then said that I didn't mean to sound like a broken record but again that anytime she needed any kind of help or if I could give help back I would be there. She said she's just not willing...
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