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The other night I was up late and watched a couple of the vlog videos I did a while back. While watching them I remembered how much fun I had doing them and how fun I am in the videos. One of the videos I watched was when at around 3 in the morning I walked down to what is now my current home as...
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nannakya:
cool!
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As the title states I recently rejoined a group for the local community. I got out of it for a while to do some soul searching and while that did have some success and I found some things, I find myself returning to my roots in the end. With the passing of my friend I talked about in my previous blog it made me remember...
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amorous:
🤗
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I apologize if these thoughts are jumbled. I am still in the grieving process.

Last night I was informed of the tragic passing of a friend of mine. When I checked my FB on break I saw the post announcing her passing and it felt like a punch to the gut. We may not have been super close and rarely saw each other in person...
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fredhincanada:
My friend, if you need to talk, I'm around.  This is a horrible thing to go through and you are absolutely right in everything you are feeling and thinking.  There is rare comfort at this point, but there is understanding and support here.  I am very proud of you for sharing this so openly and honestly and I'm only sorry that I just saw your post now.
corico:
🙏😪
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For a while now I have been looking to find some creepy dolls. I have been to several Goodwill locations as well as thrift stores but to no avail. Sunday, I went out and finally had some real success. I found a good handful of creepy dolls and placed them about my room. I posted pictures of them to a group I am in that's...
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heltyna:
si very important that you are proud with yourself, you are like this and you are amazing in all your weirdness🖤 and also I love so much scary dolls!
corico:
Love it 😍
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I do like my job. It pays for me to live and I enjoy the work for the most part and am appreciated for all my hard work there. I am thankful for that since I am not at a bad or miserable job on top of getting antsy and tired of the same old thing over and over. The routine is killing me and...
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seducente:
I can relate heavily to this because it took me all the way up until January through all the jobs i’ve worked at to finally realize I am worthy and deserving of me time. If you feel something has to change, definitely don’t stop yourself from doing so! I held myself back way too long, and believe me, being at repetitive jobs had me depressed at times, but I learned to love it even more than I already have in the past. Keep pushing yourself & doing things you enjoy, you are amazing. ♡
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So, I just saw this movie a couple of hours ago. I went in expecting to like it. It looked fun, was from A24 and had a great cast. Even with decently high expectations I absolutely loved this move and it's currently sitting as the best movie of the year for me and will be hard to top. This movie has got so much going...
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juliju:
Yasss I felt the same about it!! I made a review too 🤭 haha something different eventhought multiverses it's kind of a thing nowadays haha but definitely enjoyed it a lot and kept on things after leaving the place aswell
rare:
Need to watch this one!
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So, I have started to write a story in the vein of the old Italian horror classics about a witch who uses various magic and spells in order to charm the man she loves to love her and fall under her control. I am pretty proud of what I got so far. I think the character of the witch works well as she has to...
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hardboiledshamus:
I will likely stick with "Eluna" then. Much thanks!
heltyna:
nice name for the story😸
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I want to start out by saying that I don't mean to come down on or underappreciate any of my current friends. They are all wonderful people. I mean, none of them will ever read this but I wanted to say it regardless. I just really need to find people who are more likeminded to myself and people who share some of my stranger interests....
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heltyna:
I understand you🥺
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So, I just finished watching "I Want You Back" on Amazon. Normally, I wouldn't really watch a movie like it but I really like Charlie Day and the trailer looked pretty funny so I gave it a watch. I actually really enjoyed it. It had enough of the romantic comedy aspects to make it romantic comedy but didn't go for the over the top, cheesy,...
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We talked a decent bit yesterday. Again about the podcast and issues surrounding it. I thanked her because the podcast has helped me a bit. I then said that I didn't mean to sound like a broken record but again that anytime she needed any kind of help or if I could give help back I would be there. She said she's just not willing...
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So, today I decided to go to the bar and just chill out. It's my favorite place in town so it's not unusual for me to be there. I decided if she was there, I would talk to her if not that was fine too. I have been talking to and older co-worker of mine who is kind and honest and of course knows more...
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Please see my last two blog posts prior to this to get caught up on everything if this is the first blog you have seen.

We talked a little bit today. I am still trying to give her space but still be around at the same time. She and this whole thing have really been on my mind lately. Whatever may be going on in...
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