gundamzig

i started to fallfor someone, thenshe vanished.

She appeared again, but seemed to be distant. i know she is very stressed. It just seemed what was there had gone.

One more failure to add to a growing list

i give up, i have to decide, when the time comes, if i should/can renew my subscription here. Onlyone or two people ever reached out with an offer of friendship. Two beautiful women with better things to do than read my ramblings.

Wish i could can melancholy and sell it. An inexaustible supply and it would finally serve me in a positive way, same with cynicism.