Happy May Day,
Another Thursday at work and god I hate my job. 3 weeks now with the hot water heater at work not working all the time. For fucks sake we are an ambulance station and need hot fucking water for the showers, do our dishes, and to wash our clothes . Its been a choice of either a cold shower, baby wipes, or no showers for the last 3 weeks. The morons responsible for station repairs have replaced the dame propane hot water heater 3 times in the last weeks, first time they started a fire cause the had it set up for natural gas not propane, last 2 times they did not have it vented right so the pilot light would go out and we would lose hot water. Sometimes I wonder if it is even worth tryign anymore. I look back 10 years ago and I was the happiest I had even been in my adult life, I was living with my best friends in Minnesota, delivering pizza for Dominos and making damn near what I do now as an EMT shift supervisor with a college degree in Healthcare Adminstration. Now I'm probably at my lowest in life, I rarely leave the house on my days off, I'm stuck taking care of my mother, and getting sick of trying to find a woman to share my life with. The last one I blogged about was more interested in head games and the internet more than making a real life connection. It was cool how submissive she was in person but the passive aggressive manipulation and head games got old real fast. Oh well at least my dog and cat love me.
Another Thursday at work and god I hate my job. 3 weeks now with the hot water heater at work not working all the time. For fucks sake we are an ambulance station and need hot fucking water for the showers, do our dishes, and to wash our clothes . Its been a choice of either a cold shower, baby wipes, or no showers for the last 3 weeks. The morons responsible for station repairs have replaced the dame propane hot water heater 3 times in the last weeks, first time they started a fire cause the had it set up for natural gas not propane, last 2 times they did not have it vented right so the pilot light would go out and we would lose hot water. Sometimes I wonder if it is even worth tryign anymore. I look back 10 years ago and I was the happiest I had even been in my adult life, I was living with my best friends in Minnesota, delivering pizza for Dominos and making damn near what I do now as an EMT shift supervisor with a college degree in Healthcare Adminstration. Now I'm probably at my lowest in life, I rarely leave the house on my days off, I'm stuck taking care of my mother, and getting sick of trying to find a woman to share my life with. The last one I blogged about was more interested in head games and the internet more than making a real life connection. It was cool how submissive she was in person but the passive aggressive manipulation and head games got old real fast. Oh well at least my dog and cat love me.
iggy:
Hey, a dog and cat won't leave you or play head games with you. I always enjoyed being single and I feel as soon as you stop looking for someone special that someone special will come along. It happened to me with my husband!
grumpyemt:
Maybe that will happen for me. Being single and 37 does suck. Women my age usually have multiple kids and a lot of emotional baggage or the younger women are into playing games. I guess I should be patient and wait for happiness to come to me.