grfstrider

Well its been a while since I wrote anything. So I passed CPR with an A and I am taking English 111 next semester. I been having alot of trouble with money. The not having any money kind of trouble . They just have not been giving me any hours. I have a 400 dollar bill to pay by the 6th of Aug. My big worry is that Megans mom works in the TCC english department. I am so afraid of meeting her and something happening between us that might get me kicked out. I have asked Megan repeatedly to talk but she just ignores me. Though I do know that I don't have her mom for english. In all i had a good day its just in the last few hours that I have gotten really depressed. I miss megan and some of my other friends. I am tired of depending on other people to buy me things like food. I feel really bad that Scott wants to pay for a gym membership for me so I can lose weight. Its bad enough he has paid for to meals out. I feel so indeted to him and Ann. Its not like I am blowing money on frifilous things I just don't have any after paying for my class and other bills. I bearly get 40 hours every two weeks. I have been without one of my meds for about a month because I just don't have money. Sorry for whining like this. Hopefully I will have something good to type soon.