grfstrider

As the years go by and I get older and wiser I still regret losing you.from that day to today and beyond I will continue to love you with all my heart. Maybe one day you will forgive me. One day we will talk again and I will say the thing I should have said long ago. Till that day I will try and try...
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let the music flow throught you and set you soul free to explore new and wonderous worlds and dimensions

I find myself in a bad mood today. I would love more then anything to try and contact megan today on her b-day however I am too afraid that I will get hung up on. I did send her to b-day wishes. I really do miss her and I still care for her greatly. She will always be a part of my familly and maybe...
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have you ever wished that you could walk through a door into anouther world a world of fantasy and mystery. and if that door appeared in front of you would you go through?

Well its been a while since I wrote anything. So I passed CPR with an A and I am taking English 111 next semester. I been having alot of trouble with money. The not having any money kind of trouble . They just have not been giving me any hours. I have a 400 dollar bill to pay by the 6th of Aug. My big...
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Its been awhile since I have been this down in the dumps and been really missing Megan. For some odd reason I couldn't get her out of my head today. With every thought about her I hurt just alittle more inside. I would love to hear her voice and to catch her scent once again. After all this time I still love her with all...
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Yes I got a B in oceanography

Today IS my 29 birthday. I am still a virgin and I have no friends to hang with today. I have a feeling today is going to suck.

Well I survived my first semester back in college. I just took my final test in lecture and I have my final lab test monday. I will most likely have a C but it is exstreamly possible I will have a B. This is great this is the first time I didn't mis a single day in class. Alot of my worries have been put...
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I got the local stumic viris. I feel like hell and I have already thrown up my insides. I am going to bed and pass out.