I guess I am just lonly right now. All I due is go to work, come home, sleep, and start all over. I haven't had anyone to hang out with in months. I also spend my time pinning over a girl that won't even talk to me anymore. She was my best friend ever and my first true love in my life. I miss her...
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issue_:
i don't want to date while i'm pregnant. that's not the point of my blog.
oK its been a while since my last post. I just spent a week going throught all my stuff in my room. I throw out alot of stuff rearanged somrthing and in the end wound up with alot of extra room in my bedroom. about a month ago I went to a Wirard world philly and got alot of stuff however right before I left...
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after all this time
Its funny but after all this time it finnally happened. Know youmight think I am crazy but I never had any dreams about Megan where we did anything sexual. In a dream this morning I finally got to kiss her beautifull lips. In the dream Megan and Doug came over to visit me don't really know why but I had gifts...
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Its funny but after all this time it finnally happened. Know youmight think I am crazy but I never had any dreams about Megan where we did anything sexual. In a dream this morning I finally got to kiss her beautifull lips. In the dream Megan and Doug came over to visit me don't really know why but I had gifts...
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Have you ever just needed someone to hold, someone to cry on,someone just to love. It seems like everytime I find someone I really like or really love I either lose them or they are already taken. I screwed up my relationship with megan. Who I love more then anything in the world. There's keely who is engaged. Who I really like. And then there...
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riese:
You are not a loser. Every relationship but one doesn't work out so think of how many you have to go through before you get the right one?! Pit falls are normal, just don't let them get you to down, remember, you will find someone when you least expect it! 
grfstrider:
thank you. your kind word are agreat comfort
dreams and pain
I have been dreaming alot about Megan this week. But none of the dreams effected me more then last nights. At the end I asked her for one final time if we could work on being friend again. She got mad at me because in her veiw I just didn't understand why she wanted nothing more to do with me. I told...
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I have been dreaming alot about Megan this week. But none of the dreams effected me more then last nights. At the end I asked her for one final time if we could work on being friend again. She got mad at me because in her veiw I just didn't understand why she wanted nothing more to do with me. I told...
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k2photostudio:
I'm sorry to hear about it. Hopefully things will get better for you soon!
a childs cry of love
Just read this article here is the first paragraph.
A slain toddler tried to stop her mother and stepfather from beating her to death by reaching out to her mother and saying, "I love you," a prosecutor told jurors Tuesday. The pleas from 2-year-old Riley Ann Sawyers didn't stop her mother, Kimberly Trenor, from continuing to brutalize her, assistant district...
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Just read this article here is the first paragraph.
A slain toddler tried to stop her mother and stepfather from beating her to death by reaching out to her mother and saying, "I love you," a prosecutor told jurors Tuesday. The pleas from 2-year-old Riley Ann Sawyers didn't stop her mother, Kimberly Trenor, from continuing to brutalize her, assistant district...
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Well I got home from PA monday. I worked this morning and have the next two days off. I have had about 11 days off in a row. Life is great except for my bank account. But oh well, I was having fun. I got 3 new games. Two for my 360 (Sonic Unleased & Infinite Undiscovery) and one for my Nintendo DS (Crono Trigger)....
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things looking up
Ok last week was hell for me. It started out with me getting a massive infection in one of my teeth. I lost the tooth but not before going through 4 days of pain like you would never beleive. Mom was hospitalized wednseday and my bank account went about a hundred dollars in the hole. Well today things took a major turn...
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Ok last week was hell for me. It started out with me getting a massive infection in one of my teeth. I lost the tooth but not before going through 4 days of pain like you would never beleive. Mom was hospitalized wednseday and my bank account went about a hundred dollars in the hole. Well today things took a major turn...
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anthea:
Hello there new friend! I hope the New Year is better then last week :/ xo
depressed
I am in a really bad depression. I am not blaming george but he started me down this road with the last conversation we had online. (no this isn't about megan) I miss having doug and the others around to hang out with, go places with, and play games topgether (video games, Dn...). Then I had one hell of a bad week end at...
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I am in a really bad depression. I am not blaming george but he started me down this road with the last conversation we had online. (no this isn't about megan) I miss having doug and the others around to hang out with, go places with, and play games topgether (video games, Dn...). Then I had one hell of a bad week end at...
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Have to be mentally ill !!!
I have to be mentally ill. The reason I say this is how I felt this morning and what cause me to feel like that. So here I go. Last night I dreamt of Megan. In my dream We talk and hang out like we use to. We where friends again and everything was all right once again in...
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I have to be mentally ill. The reason I say this is how I felt this morning and what cause me to feel like that. So here I go. Last night I dreamt of Megan. In my dream We talk and hang out like we use to. We where friends again and everything was all right once again in...
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Complaining and bored
Its been a while since I just sat and typed what is going on and how I am doing. So here I go. I am still working at Boston Market like a dog. Right now I am opening the store. Still haven't gone up to TCC to re-enroll but hoping to do so soon. I have been really bored latly with nothing...
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Its been a while since I just sat and typed what is going on and how I am doing. So here I go. I am still working at Boston Market like a dog. Right now I am opening the store. Still haven't gone up to TCC to re-enroll but hoping to do so soon. I have been really bored latly with nothing...
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viking:
Dude, that sucks. I'm feeling kinda stuck too lately. I haven't seen any friends in a while. I need to get a better job so I have money, and my parents aren't always easy to get on with. My bf's in America and its difficult missing him all the time. I spend all my tme talking to him, not sleeping and messing about on the net. Ugh. Don't even wanna continue with this stupid degree anymore. I don't know 'what happened at 'Wendy's' but I hope you resolve it with Megan, her freinds start being nicer, or you just meet someone new! 
grfstrider:
Thank you, Its great to know there are people out there in the same boat as me.
Thought I had done something stupid
I was going through blogs of people I use to know earlier this week. I saw that a person I use to know was getting married. So with great hesitation I wrote her a congrats message. She is the best friend of megan who really doesn't like me right now. Megan hates my guts and thinks I am a...
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I was going through blogs of people I use to know earlier this week. I saw that a person I use to know was getting married. So with great hesitation I wrote her a congrats message. She is the best friend of megan who really doesn't like me right now. Megan hates my guts and thinks I am a...
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