grfstrider

As the years go by and I get older and wiser I still regret losing you.from that day to today and beyond I will continue to love you with all my heart. Maybe one day you will forgive me. One day we will talk again and I will say the thing I should have said long ago. Till that day I will try and try...
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let the music flow throught you and set you soul free to explore new and wonderous worlds and dimensions

I find myself in a bad mood today. I would love more then anything to try and contact megan today on her b-day however I am too afraid that I will get hung up on. I did send her to b-day wishes. I really do miss her and I still care for her greatly. She will always be a part of my familly and maybe...
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have you ever wished that you could walk through a door into anouther world a world of fantasy and mystery. and if that door appeared in front of you would you go through?

Well its been a while since I wrote anything. So I passed CPR with an A and I am taking English 111 next semester. I been having alot of trouble with money. The not having any money kind of trouble . They just have not been giving me any hours. I have a 400 dollar bill to pay by the 6th of Aug. My big...
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Its been awhile since I have been this down in the dumps and been really missing Megan. For some odd reason I couldn't get her out of my head today. With every thought about her I hurt just alittle more inside. I would love to hear her voice and to catch her scent once again. After all this time I still love her with all...
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Yes I got a B in oceanography

Today IS my 29 birthday. I am still a virgin and I have no friends to hang with today. I have a feeling today is going to suck.

Well I survived my first semester back in college. I just took my final test in lecture and I have my final lab test monday. I will most likely have a C but it is exstreamly possible I will have a B. This is great this is the first time I didn't mis a single day in class. Alot of my worries have been put...
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I got the local stumic viris. I feel like hell and I have already thrown up my insides. I am going to bed and pass out.

It funny what you can find by accident. Last night my little devil (my cat blackie) cause on of my book selfes to collapse. Hidden on the self was a photo of two old friends of mine. I found the photo this morning getting ready for work. It was a photo of Megan and Doug. As I was looling at the photo memories both dear...
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Well Final fantasy 13 comes out tomorrow so I will be pre-occupied for the next week or so. I am doing fine. Just a little bit depressed. The source is most likely my lack of a girl friend. For the record I am 28 fat and a virgin with high standards. (do not like heavy women I find them unatractive) I will get over it....
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