greybush

"Thanksgiving".

I'm still not sure just how I feel about this particular holiday.

Lets ignore the vegetarian in me for a moment & not get into how the annual thanksgiving turkey genocide is sickeningly similar to what the arriving pilgrims did to the native people.

Nope. Not doin it.
My whole issue is about the giving "thanks" part of the holiday. How many of us...
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I really want one.

Seriously.

https://slapchop.com/ver20/index.asp

Well, I'm back.

Its been almost 9 full months since my membership ran out & feels good to be able to afford things like this again.

I don't even know what else to say right now, its good to be back.

There will be more to come later I'm sure...

Happy fucking new year.

Bah.


I love all this nonsense about starting off the new year so much better than the last.
About how whatever way you celebrate it will somehow dictate how the comming year will unfold.

If thats true, well, I'm fucked.
Really fucked.

Not only did I end up working an 11 hour day starting at 7am, but I was sick as...
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Why is it that it seems to take nothing short of personal catastrophe in our lives to light that proverbial fire under our asses?

We race thru a darkness of our own making, just following the light at the end, never once stopping to look around and enjoy the simplest of things.
Then once-in-awhile something happens to make you look at whats going on and...
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So I did it.

I ignored everyone in my life who kept telling me it was stupid or a waste of time & I went.

The best part is that I don't even know if, in the end, it did any good at all really. Thats life I guess. Its better to be a failure but be happy, rather than be stuck doing some you...
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Well, I'll be damned.

No really, I will.

So I've decided to start a new career, a new chapter in my life, and wouldn't you know it: no one around me can find it in them to be supportive.
You know what I say to that? Fuck em.

I've worked jobs Ive hated for far too long. I walked out on my job of almost...
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Useless post to no one # 786

Ah ha, here we go.

I don't even know where to start anymore. I feel like everytime I open my mouth, I either piss off whoever I'm talking to or just seriously bum them out.
It stinks.
And the worst part is that I don't mean to do it or anything, really, it just happens no matter how...
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So I guess its been awhlie, huh?
It always seems to take me forever in between these things, and I can't exactly figure out why.
Hmmm.
I guess I usually just assume that no one is actually reading this.

So now my question should be why I still bother?

All I'm succeeding in doing is confusing myself here.
ha.

Anyways, now I'm just rambling...
Everything...
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You know, I always thought that sooner or later, life would just run out of surprises for me.

Maybe I'm just getting mental in my old age.
yeah, thats gotta be it.

Life sure has a funny way of workin out sometimes, doesn't it?

Or how you think you need things until their gone, and you realize that you truly don't?

It sure is a wild ride sometimes, I'm just trying to hold on.
Sure ain't easy somedays..

fuck.....