Last night I was pretty upset at work. I was online and well it's rather ironic how the world keeps randomly pairing us up. It made me sad, angry, confused and well very very hurt. More than anything I was surprised that I am still very vunerable when it comes to him. I am still greatly affected by my feelings. I'm not as over this...
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So sorry my friends. It's been a week since my last blathering.
What have I been up to, you ask?
Not too much.
Plenty.
Wed I got weighed & measured at the gym. The scale hasn't budged, but maybe that is because I've gained a total of 11.5 lbs of muscle in 4 weeks. So far I've also lost a total of 8% body fat,...
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What have I been up to, you ask?
Not too much.
Plenty.
Wed I got weighed & measured at the gym. The scale hasn't budged, but maybe that is because I've gained a total of 11.5 lbs of muscle in 4 weeks. So far I've also lost a total of 8% body fat,...
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shimmer:
go you on the gym success. i bet you look fantastic, but then again, you ALWAYS do! 
yay on the new ink! 6 hours??? fuck...that's a long time!
hey i am thinking of new ink this summer...but i am having a hard time deciding on something...you'll hafta help me out.
miss ya! REALLY looking forward to our day/night later this month. gods know how much i need it!
yay on the new ink! 6 hours??? fuck...that's a long time!
hey i am thinking of new ink this summer...but i am having a hard time deciding on something...you'll hafta help me out.
miss ya! REALLY looking forward to our day/night later this month. gods know how much i need it!
renegadefuzz:
yay for weight loss success.. check out my journal!
Could it get any worse?
I think I'm going out of my mind!!! I've been off a day all week. ( I thought Thurs. was Fri and Fri was Sat.) My kiddos have been driving me bonkers ( come to find out they had a secret stash of Easter candy hidden in their bedroom.) I didn't get a chance to work out at the...
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I think I'm going out of my mind!!! I've been off a day all week. ( I thought Thurs. was Fri and Fri was Sat.) My kiddos have been driving me bonkers ( come to find out they had a secret stash of Easter candy hidden in their bedroom.) I didn't get a chance to work out at the...
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shimmer:
was nice to chat that short time today...now u have my # so feel free to gimme a call sometime. sorry i didn't get to call back but my cell turns off when it's recharging. i didn't know til i plugged it in, and started trying to talk to you again, and nothing on the other end. so anyway...
i'm psyched about going out to the club with you and brian in may! talk to you again soon.
miss ya lots!
i'm psyched about going out to the club with you and brian in may! talk to you again soon.
miss ya lots! 
nish1:
Bloody computers. The family computer I use is slowly dying. I really need a laptop of my own. *dreams of very own laptop*
Wearing:
Smelling:
I have no idea how to do SPOLIERS
P.S
I'm ok. It's been rough and wierd at times but i'm cool. Thankyou for checking up on me
Wearing:
Smelling:
I have no idea how to do SPOLIERS
P.S
I'm ok. It's been rough and wierd at times but i'm cool. Thankyou for checking up on me
Ahhh...Memories!
*smiling*
In honor of 420...A poem...
twitchy trip
spontaneous flight a trip of sorts around the bend but only ceiling high close my eyes pulsing to the music of my own body breathing takes on a new sound a new rhythm precognition of my body's submission to my own mind pain shudder pleasure convulse head lolling to & fro barely any control left panting,...
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*smiling*
In honor of 420...A poem...
twitchy trip
spontaneous flight a trip of sorts around the bend but only ceiling high close my eyes pulsing to the music of my own body breathing takes on a new sound a new rhythm precognition of my body's submission to my own mind pain shudder pleasure convulse head lolling to & fro barely any control left panting,...
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7deuce:
the 
was for the little poems you have up there. i like them but they are a little surreal.
and yes i was talking about you. is it bad that i'm so excited?
was for the little poems you have up there. i like them but they are a little surreal.
and yes i was talking about you. is it bad that i'm so excited?
sleeantagh:
if not a crab, how about you?
Marshmallow Peeps are NOT on my Diet!
I sat down to write and got sidetracked. Now I can't remember what I was going to say. *razzafrazza* Oh well...It couldn't have been THAT important I guess.
When a person quits {insert weakness here} they usually pick up another vice to substitute the loss. Yeah. I just switch one addiction for another.
Wearing: dusky pink hoodie tank...
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I sat down to write and got sidetracked. Now I can't remember what I was going to say. *razzafrazza* Oh well...It couldn't have been THAT important I guess.
When a person quits {insert weakness here} they usually pick up another vice to substitute the loss. Yeah. I just switch one addiction for another.
Wearing: dusky pink hoodie tank...
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zeepzorp:
i'm addicted to sex to but accidentally gave it up. New Vice soon to follow.
i don't think the replacement will be as good.
i don't think the replacement will be as good.
gone72:
I have been addicted to sex since the age of 14 I think...
Wait is that really an addiction?
Wait is that really an addiction? *shrugs shoulders*
You would think that after few days of not posting that I'd have SOMETHING to talk about. Sadly, I've got nothing to say.
Wearing: purple bra, AE undies that say SMART on the ass, jeans, aqua colored scoop neck shirt. My hair is up in a loose bun.
Feeling: NOTICE: the following are not necessarily in the order of their importance: Tired( too...
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You would think that after few days of not posting that I'd have SOMETHING to talk about. Sadly, I've got nothing to say.
Wearing: purple bra, AE undies that say SMART on the ass, jeans, aqua colored scoop neck shirt. My hair is up in a loose bun.
Feeling: NOTICE: the following are not necessarily in the order of their importance: Tired( too...
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sleeantagh:
Pretty picture
timirevolting:
So sorry to hear of the loss of your friend. The way you became aware of the news must have been very difficult to handle. Had a similiar experience in the past with a friend I was'nt exactly very close to, but had a deep connection with that I had kept to myself. Had not seen her in a while and decided to stop by her work and was literally floored when I heard the news. I can somewhat imagine how you must have felt and how you may feel sad, angry and cheated out of your blossoming friendship. I hope you don't allow this to interupt your life and continue being happy.
SHOCKING NEWS: Tonight while watching the 11:00 evening news I found out that a childhood friend/classmate was arrested for the 12 year old unsolved murder of Crystal Perry How does someone go from the sweet little boy that I use to play TV tag with to murderer? I am in shock. utterly. completely. flabbergasted.
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dinoaz20:
How have you been sweetie? I've missed you. Thanks for being my friend again.
XOXO
dino
XOXO
dino
7deuce:
thank you i'm glad you liked it. thanks for calling me yesterday i really liked talking to you again.
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[Edited on Apr 13, 2006 10:03AM]
Sorry about yesterday's journal entry. I just needed to blow off some steam. I'm 100% sure that PMS had alot to do with my crabbiness. Combine THAT with the stress of buying a home and my never ending drama with "dangerboy" and it is a sure-fire recipe for a very SNARLY Gray.
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Yesterday, I had my first weigh in. I was SO disappointed too!...
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tilpacer:
Scared? I would never... Okay might be scared of you in some situation... like if you have a gun pointed at me or something... you don't own a gun do you? 
Don't worry about yesterday's journal. I think you should always let the steam out of you when you can. It makes for a more healthier you.
On a side note, if you add ice cream to the recipe, would it make a UN-SNARLY Gray? If not, how would one make a UN-SNARLY Gray?
Don't worry about only losing one pound. You might have gained some muscle in the process. You should also be messuring inches as well as weight. But I wouldn't listen to me, I am not trainer.
Either way, I am sure you look amazing with 1 lb less.
YAY! Happy birthday to your son!
YAY! New tattoos.
Have a great day!
Don't worry about yesterday's journal. I think you should always let the steam out of you when you can. It makes for a more healthier you.
On a side note, if you add ice cream to the recipe, would it make a UN-SNARLY Gray? If not, how would one make a UN-SNARLY Gray?
Don't worry about only losing one pound. You might have gained some muscle in the process. You should also be messuring inches as well as weight. But I wouldn't listen to me, I am not trainer.
Either way, I am sure you look amazing with 1 lb less.
YAY! Happy birthday to your son!
YAY! New tattoos.
Have a great day!
I'm having a fucking shitty week so far.
Yeah. It just got shittier, too! Thanks for asking!
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I know you would ALL be so sad without my weekly list ticking off things that
I HATE...
...being #2...or #3... or hell even #4!! Who KNOWS how many girls he has lined up! Guess what? It's either #1 or not at all fucker!
...lima beans and...
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Yeah. It just got shittier, too! Thanks for asking!
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I know you would ALL be so sad without my weekly list ticking off things that
I HATE...
...being #2...or #3... or hell even #4!! Who KNOWS how many girls he has lined up! Guess what? It's either #1 or not at all fucker!
...lima beans and...
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tilpacer:
Aww... Sorry. 
You could dropkick me if you want. I can take lots of punishment... umm... that might have sounded wierd. Sorry.
YAY! Buying a home rocks! I wish you the best of luck with it.
YAY! Pineapple!
I hope you week gets better!
You could dropkick me if you want. I can take lots of punishment... umm... that might have sounded wierd. Sorry.
YAY! Buying a home rocks! I wish you the best of luck with it.
YAY! Pineapple!
I hope you week gets better!
I think I'm addicted to the gym.
I went again today and worked my ass off.
Must be those feel good endorphins that keep me going back.
Like a drug.
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I spent part of the day today outside soaking up a little sun and reading.
Even when it rained later on, I sat undercover and watched the storm.
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I went again today and worked my ass off.
Must be those feel good endorphins that keep me going back.
Like a drug.
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I spent part of the day today outside soaking up a little sun and reading.
Even when it rained later on, I sat undercover and watched the storm.
I love that rain- soaked earthy...
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shimmer:
ok...you've just inspired me to go take a walk or bicycle ride or something...it's a lot cooler out today than it has been but i can deal. i just need some fresh air!
shimmer:
crap its rainy and crappy out...not a nice day for getting out for a walk. keep up the gym routine graycen! i wish i had money to do that right now. but i have my bellydance dvd's and i can just dance inside. or check out the college rec center, since i'm now a registered student.
Take care.