One post in the whole month of July? Eeeks! I can't have THAT happen!
Sorry I've been MIA.*snort* Like you all freakin' noticed! Some friends YOU all are! *humpf* Here I was, lost in the Sahara for NEARLY a month...sucking on prickly pears for water...and killing off circling vultures for meat! Nobody even bothered to call out a seach party! Good thing I had enough...
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Sorry I've been MIA.*snort* Like you all freakin' noticed! Some friends YOU all are! *humpf* Here I was, lost in the Sahara for NEARLY a month...sucking on prickly pears for water...and killing off circling vultures for meat! Nobody even bothered to call out a seach party! Good thing I had enough...
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FALLACY
I was fine...
until...
*lump now forming in throat makes swallowing most difficult*
....now all of a sudden I feel sick with
hope...
and worry...
and frustration...
and anger...
and want...
and sadness.
My heart is racing.
What will happen?
Probably nothing.
Probably.
Most likely.
Yeah.
Most likely nothing at all.
Probably better that way.
Most likely.
Which is not what I would want...
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I was fine...
until...
*lump now forming in throat makes swallowing most difficult*
....now all of a sudden I feel sick with
hope...
and worry...
and frustration...
and anger...
and want...
and sadness.
My heart is racing.
What will happen?
Probably nothing.
Probably.
Most likely.
Yeah.
Most likely nothing at all.
Probably better that way.
Most likely.
Which is not what I would want...
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rephrased:
Yes, I am practically glowing. Things with Katie are actually moving really, really fast. I met her parents yesterday, which is fast, but not as serious as it sounds, since she just finished her grad degree and is currently living with her parents.
rephrased:
Hang out this week? Wednesday maybe?
I've finally caved in and now am a member of MySpace. Apparently, I was the LAST person on the face of the Earth to join.
I also have a new addiction.
*wry smile*
You would think I'd be sleeping right about now...but I haven't been able to for the past 2 days. Yesterday, I had a perfectly good excuse. Yes REALLY! See... I...
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I also have a new addiction.
*wry smile*
You would think I'd be sleeping right about now...but I haven't been able to for the past 2 days. Yesterday, I had a perfectly good excuse. Yes REALLY! See... I...
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shimmer:
>>>See... I became engaged in conversation with a tall, handsome Pirate...and... well you know how Pirates can be. ( *laughing* I'm really just a sucker for dark men who call me "luv") *wink*<<<
I 100% AGREE! He's charming, ain't he?
I 100% AGREE! He's charming, ain't he?
cyamus:
myspace...ewwww! (Thank You Delores)
A weirdness has taken over me.
For years, having my nipples pierced was like having a force-field built into my chest. Without my bars or rings in I felt naked and vunerable. The other morning I woke up and couldn't stand having them in. I felt as if the metal was searing a hole in my tender flesh. Not that I physically was have pain...
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For years, having my nipples pierced was like having a force-field built into my chest. Without my bars or rings in I felt naked and vunerable. The other morning I woke up and couldn't stand having them in. I felt as if the metal was searing a hole in my tender flesh. Not that I physically was have pain...
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clarkekid:
Thanks. 
jackminussally:
Is this the first time you have had this feeling? ( towards your piercings )
Have you tried putting them back in sense taking them out???
Hope things are ok and work out
^_^
The End
Have you tried putting them back in sense taking them out???
Hope things are ok and work out
^_^
The End
I should be journaling like crazy. I always do when I need to sort thoughts/ feelings out. Right now there are some things that I don't want to think about. Just the thought of writing about it in public makes my stomach turn. Somethings are best left in the dark cobbwebbed recesses of my own mind.
Today I signed the sales agreement on the land...
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Today I signed the sales agreement on the land...
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beckyjane:
And thank you for the long comment about my Joe dilemma. Bah! Boys! 
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[Edited on Jun 05, 2006 11:09AM]
nish1:
Hey Gray
I'm sure your light freethinking mind will work out your thoughts/feelings. Sometimes it is best not to make public. I hope its not too heavy though.
You're buying a house
Thats so cool. I think i'll probably be eighty before I own any property.
( envisions you sweating/smiling at the gym
)
I'm sure your light freethinking mind will work out your thoughts/feelings. Sometimes it is best not to make public. I hope its not too heavy though.
You're buying a house
Thats so cool. I think i'll probably be eighty before I own any property.
( envisions you sweating/smiling at the gym
)My horoscope said that I would be in a semi-foggy state today. It IS foggy outside and I DID wake up around noontime with bleary eyes. So that much is true. The rest of my horoscope hasn't come into play...errr...at least not yet...which is a little disappointing.
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I watched Part One of the season finale of Grey's Anatomy this afternoon on TiVo. I cried...
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I watched Part One of the season finale of Grey's Anatomy this afternoon on TiVo. I cried...
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verandi:
absolutely! that would be awesome.
i'm such a sucker for grey's anatomy.
i'm such a sucker for grey's anatomy.
cyamus:
It really just needs paint, other than that, it is all there. Its a CA car, so it has no rust. Motors brand new, and only 7,000 miles on everything else. It was my daily driver for about a year, but prior to that, I did a full body off resto, so everything is new. Enough of this, its giving me second thoughts.
You wanna know about my roomy?... The old one or the new one?...
They are both really laid back.
I am the youngest.
Damein's the shortest.
And Sunshine is the newbie/girl of the house.
Its kinda childish, the whole roomate thing, but we have a good time.
Oh, you mean the one that thinks you're cute...
does it really matter who else in this house thinks you're cute?... Do I not express that enough?
And NO, I will not have a beer for you... but there is always one waiting here for you...
Hope you 're having a good day/night at work.
Cyamus
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You wanna know about my roomy?... The old one or the new one?...
They are both really laid back.
I am the youngest.
Damein's the shortest.
And Sunshine is the newbie/girl of the house.
Its kinda childish, the whole roomate thing, but we have a good time.
Oh, you mean the one that thinks you're cute...
does it really matter who else in this house thinks you're cute?... Do I not express that enough?
And NO, I will not have a beer for you... but there is always one waiting here for you...
Hope you 're having a good day/night at work.
Cyamus[Edited on May 17, 2006 10:16PM]
Wearing: hot pink and red "Bad Apple" t-shirt with aqua pj pants ( I KNOW! I TOTALLY match! *lol*) no undies, no bra. hair is in a messy bun and I have Mario Badescu drying lotion dotted on my face. ( It's pink!) I look SO purty! NOT!
Planning: tomorrow I'm headed down to Boston by train.
Feeling: tired
Buying: today I received the bathing...
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Planning: tomorrow I'm headed down to Boston by train.
Feeling: tired
Buying: today I received the bathing...
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7deuce:
not friends any more?
nish1:
You should go skydiving in your bathing suit 
h o m e
s w e e t
h o m e
you distracted me completely
not a surprise
only a heart attack
parallel thought
and time stood still
but it really flew by
if it weren't for my heart
(it remembers you)
i would have thought
i imagined
the
whole
fucking
thing
eight hundred and ninety- seven
point twenty- two
yeah
I've counted
s w e e t
h o m e
you distracted me completely
not a surprise
only a heart attack
parallel thought
and time stood still
but it really flew by
if it weren't for my heart
(it remembers you)
i would have thought
i imagined
the
whole
fucking
thing
eight hundred and ninety- seven
point twenty- two
yeah
I've counted
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tilpacer:
How do you count a 0.22?
I hope everything is cool. If not, would ice cream fix it?
Have a great day!
I hope everything is cool. If not, would ice cream fix it?
Have a great day!
Happy Cinco de Mayo!
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I'M A DREAMER
I had a dream last night about my claddagh ring. The heart had broken right off of it. Hmmm....
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I'M A GIMP
While hobbling to my car to get my bag, I slammed the door on my right leg. Now I have a huge bump right below my patella and IT HURTS!!
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I'M A SNUFFALUFFAGUS!...
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I'M A DREAMER
I had a dream last night about my claddagh ring. The heart had broken right off of it. Hmmm....
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I'M A GIMP
While hobbling to my car to get my bag, I slammed the door on my right leg. Now I have a huge bump right below my patella and IT HURTS!!
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I'M A SNUFFALUFFAGUS!...
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beckyjane:
Love your spoiler. Those things are so interesting.
*static*
"Sandpiper, this is Eagle One...do you copy?"
*Squaak*
"Eagle One this is Sandpiper...I read you loud and clear!"
Yes. Working nights CAN be fun. *grinning* The night Security Guard for the hospital has NEW fancy schmancy walkie- talkies. The past few nights we have been trying them out/ breaking them in. Eveyone now has code names. Mine is "Sandpiper"
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"Sandpiper, this is Eagle One...do you copy?"
*Squaak*
"Eagle One this is Sandpiper...I read you loud and clear!"
Yes. Working nights CAN be fun. *grinning* The night Security Guard for the hospital has NEW fancy schmancy walkie- talkies. The past few nights we have been trying them out/ breaking them in. Eveyone now has code names. Mine is "Sandpiper"
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tilpacer:
Awww... Sorry about you leg. I hope it heals fast!
YAY! Walkie talkies!
YAY! Matching underwear!
YAY! SMILES!
YAY! Playing in the lake!
Have a great day!
*static*
*10-4 Sandpiper, over and out*
*sqeak*
YAY! Walkie talkies!
YAY! Matching underwear!
YAY! SMILES!
YAY! Playing in the lake!
Have a great day!
*static*
*10-4 Sandpiper, over and out*
*sqeak*
sleeantagh:
cellulitis, shit! i hope you'll be ok. 
funny, i can't stand those fucking radios...why do they have to have them so loud? 
what is Fiery Cross about? i need a new book..
i met someone who worked in the cath lab at maine medical center today!
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funny, i can't stand those fucking radios...why do they have to have them so loud? what is Fiery Cross about? i need a new book..
i met someone who worked in the cath lab at maine medical center today!
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Kisses