My heart is feeling weak today. I can feel it fluttering and skipping beats. I can't breathe. I can't sleep. I'm back to day 1 of NC (again) because I'm spineless and helpless to the past surging through my senses. I'm feeling everything all over again. Smells conjure up memories. I turned on the radio and heard back to back to back to back songs that made my insides quiver. I can't stop shaking. I feel cold. The movie reel is on play and my mind keeps splicing everything together. GoD! This hurts like a MOTHERFUCKER! I wish my heart would just stop. I can't keep this up. If it doesn't stop soon I will surely die...
gone72:
You are not weak!!! And niether is your heart. You will be just fine, there is no dying allowed! And I promise the shaking, and the sinking feeling will go away. 
