Sugar, We're Going Down....
During these past few weeks, I have gained a greater understanding of who I am and what I need in a relationship. Maybe that was the "life lesson" I was suppose to learn this round.
I remember a while back talking to a woman who knew all about astrological charts and numerology. She told me that in this lifetime my challenge was to "temper my passions" I don't think I'm doing so well in that respect. Maybe I never will.
I'm going on vacation with the kiddos Thursday Dec 8th.( my birthday. yeah. whoopie. happy day to me *read the sarcasm here folks*) I am hoping the sunshine will do me some good and I can begin to laugh and smile again. I miss doing that, but I just don't have it in me lately.
I'm still losing weight ( over 10 lbs in 2 weeks) 'cause I don't have my appetite back yet. Sometimes the sadness and feelings of loss come over me and I can't catch my breath in time before I'm swirling under a wave of emotions. It usually hits when a scent, sound or vision conjures up a not -so-distant memory. Yeah. It sucks. I'm strong though. ( at least today I'm strong) My weak days are getting farther and farther apart. (Thank Goddess)
During these past few weeks, I have gained a greater understanding of who I am and what I need in a relationship. Maybe that was the "life lesson" I was suppose to learn this round.
I remember a while back talking to a woman who knew all about astrological charts and numerology. She told me that in this lifetime my challenge was to "temper my passions" I don't think I'm doing so well in that respect. Maybe I never will.
I'm going on vacation with the kiddos Thursday Dec 8th.( my birthday. yeah. whoopie. happy day to me *read the sarcasm here folks*) I am hoping the sunshine will do me some good and I can begin to laugh and smile again. I miss doing that, but I just don't have it in me lately.
I'm still losing weight ( over 10 lbs in 2 weeks) 'cause I don't have my appetite back yet. Sometimes the sadness and feelings of loss come over me and I can't catch my breath in time before I'm swirling under a wave of emotions. It usually hits when a scent, sound or vision conjures up a not -so-distant memory. Yeah. It sucks. I'm strong though. ( at least today I'm strong) My weak days are getting farther and farther apart. (Thank Goddess)
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Yeah, I'd go for a movie. There are a lot of movies I want to see. Syriana, Jarhead, Good Night and Good Luck, Walk the Line, Aeon Flux, Narnia... of course I don't really know which of those are out now, which aren't in theaters yet, and which aren't in theaters any more. What did you have in mind?