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Sunday Nov 13, 2005

Nov 13, 2005
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Why must my insecurities get in the way of a good thing? Not that my insecurities are unfounded 'cause I have every reason to feel this way...I just can't get over it as quickly as I had hoped. Looks like i will end up wrecking everything....
Of course being on a manic downslope doesn't help right now. I'm cycling more then ever lately. *sad face* What's wrong with me? Why can't I let myself be happy?

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baysponge:
Insecurities are real and legitimate ...

The issue for me is how I react to them ... I know it is usually a head vs. heart/gut thing - I try to understand what I am fearful of (as suggested above - it is usually does involve risking being hurt and/or disappointed) ...

I have been taught over the past couple of years (after a lpt of years of screwing things up) that talking & sharing the feelings and thoughts w/ people who care and are supportive & non-judgmental helps me determine what the emotions are - where they are coming from and if the insecurities are coming from me or from someone/somewhere else ... from this distinction, I can usually put things into proper perspective

I know all of this sounds easier than it is - I still struggle w/ it all - but when I do and calm down - I have a path to follow which usually ends up eventually in a good place ...

remember - you get what you pay for & this is just my 2 cents (and is not worth more) ... I hope it helps m'lady - and I'll listen if you need someone

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Nov 13, 2005
nish1:
Why are you insecure ?

Im sure that if anything gets wrecked its not you that will wreck anything.

Nov 15, 2005

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