Tuesday Mar 30, 2004

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unipolarmania:

PB back in the saddle!

ericj:

So does that mean you're gonna' bail us again? You just got back! smile

Wednesday Mar 19, 2003

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i think this is it
smile

the curtains i made are billowing in the window.
i'm sitting in the floor and can feel the breeze on me.
i've got the apartment dark. i'm thinking of lighting candles.
i can hear a distant rumble and i know storms are rolling in.
i think i'll go get a bottle of wine, too.

this afternoon...
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relethed:

you are such a poet.

i love coming by here and seeing what you have to say.

thank you for your beautiful perspective on the world.

smile smile smile

blixasinister:

this was a lovely adieu. more like a welcome and not empty at all. goodbye friend.

--initials B.S.

Tuesday Mar 18, 2003

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Can anybody fly this thing?
Before my head explodes,
Or my head starts to ring.

Weve been living life inside a bubble,
Weve been living life inside a bubble.

Confidence in you,
Is confidence in me,
Is confidence in high speed.

Can anybody stop this thing?
Before my head explodes,
Or my head starts to ring.

Weve been living life inside a bubble,
Weve been...
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misha9999999:

i got your message but it was too late to call back...
let me call you tonight... i'm burned...

misha9999999:

I don't remember the order the were on the
cd, though....

Perfect Day: Lou Reed, I think
Bury The Evidence: Tricky
Over: Portishead
Where The Wild Roses Grow: Nick Cave
Life in Mono: Mono
In Theory: Mira
Blue Light: Mazzy Star
Better Things: Massive Attack
Resist: Kosheen
Hands Away: Interpol
Sunrise: Cranes
Beautiful Today: Amstrong
Playground Love: Air

Tuesday Mar 18, 2003

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it started raining early this morning.
the lighting and thunder woke me up around three.
i hadn't gone to sleep until about one, but the sound was actually quite welcome.
i keep my bedroom window and back screen door open after i get home because the draft cools the apartment significantly.
i'm grateful i have yet to use the a/c.
besides, it...
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_v_:

good morning
here is some loves

misha9999999:

ok the moment has come at last. after reading this I
understood that lately i've been focusing too much on
my own issues and craziness rather than pay a little more
attention to the people around me, which strangely I consider
you to be... the person around me. And I guess i've just
clicked and faded away... can you blame me? don't.
and of course i've been listening to coldplay for like 3 days
straight and it's all yellow now. I too slept with my window
open last night. I also slept with someone this time. And I
showed emotions that were completely fake and I hate
myself for that. here I go again, talking about myself.
can't help it. you seem strong. stronger. and i'm glad that
your family is doing somewhat ok. because in the end
it's pretty much all we have in this world -- family...
you can pretend it's not so, but it is. unconditional love.
you would think that someone out there is able to give you
that but the truth is I don't think such thing exists.
call me.

Monday Mar 17, 2003

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well, i got the dates mixed up, amazing.
happy st. patty's day

wink
misha9999999:

the dates?... i'm missing you too.... I want sunshine
on my face.... maybe some day we'll actually meet...

_v_:

so are you drunk already?

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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i'll take this opportunity to say hello
and goodbye, i think.

my months are running down to only a few days and without a computer at home,
or time at work to fuck off,
well...
i'm not fucking around here too much anymore.

and my aim isn't on, so blah.

so much IS going on.
we cut loose of that girl on...
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ericj:

Man, this sucks. You make me smile. frown Ok well that's not a smile, but you know what I mean. If you care to you can e-mail me sometime. smile

Good luck with everything. It honestly sounds like you've got your eye on everything, and that's the first step in making sure that the shit that you don't want to happen won't.

OK, take care, and thanks for making me smile. A couple of times it was really needed. kiss

liljackknife:

my little heart hurts

Wednesday Mar 05, 2003

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oh yeay.
now, i get to start this training thing over again.

but my mood is better today.

and i slept wonderfully last night.

and i got crabcakes, but they were yucky,
so mo and i have decided to make a mission of finding the yummiest crustaceans in the metroplex.

i have to be good.
i have to save money.
i have to be healthy...
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desiderata:

let me know how your quest goes wink

i'm tired today.....woke up at 4:30 (after crashing at 2:30)
to find out that my friends car was broken into near my house.
literaly $10,000 of camera equip was stolen. bummed.
i guess the day can only get better. i hope.

stendec:

"is there such a thing as "requited" love?" I sure fucking hope so.

Tuesday Mar 04, 2003

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so much to do

so little motivation

whatever
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kopper:

you need some sort of corporate motivational speech :
just do it.

desiderata:

it's so good. you melt it and add milk, it has cianamin, and maybe nutmeg in it. i'm not sure where you live but in LA it's pretty easy to find. if you can't find it, send me your address and i'll mail you some smile

Monday Mar 03, 2003

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keep finding myself as a faded sheet in the background of some blas scene.
and it's okay. i like it this way.
sifted into the meaningless leftovers.

given some time, perhaps, it'll be just this sheet.
and not a soul will understand that it's been hanging so long, a backdrop to a boring set, weathered and worn.

and some person may just...
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holdensolo:

I know!

desiderata:

drink some mexican chocolate and watch reality bites. it might help a little bit.
wink

Thursday Feb 27, 2003

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some days i'm so "gung ho"

and others so crawl

mad robot
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oak:

the original market diner on harry hines north of oak lawn is *bad ass*

i suggest you try it out at your earliest opportunity. i do miss that place, it is conveniently located near my recording studio

misha9999999:

i know, what the fuck?... me- smiling, paradox....


not really...

Wednesday Feb 26, 2003

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yay!


right?


whatever mad miao!!
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misha9999999:

misha9999999:

the golden ratio

Tuesday Feb 18, 2003

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what's great is that i doubt anyone will read [ this ] entry.
so i can just blather away without worrying that someone will see this.
i mean, sure, someone might see it, but people usually don't take the time to finger through a person's past for understanding.

i'm realizing why i have only one friend.
i mean, technically, if maybe one or...
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