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woke up sick again this morning. i guess it's a part of being schizophrenic; the diversity of ailments that strike one.
it's like waking up on Mars sometimes.
sometimes i have headaches, i take a analgesics and librium for; the pain severe sometimes.
looking for a job. i have a college degree and have done some graduate work, but I can't find any jobs right now. the economy is very bad now . . .

i've been looking through some magazines recently. the nation, the new republic, the utne reader . . . they seem interesting.

i'm also reading Going after Cacciato and Night.

so anyway, the time is going by gradually.