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I'm no good at this blogging lark, really I'm not. It's been, what, four weeks since I last posted one? Bah.

I went to a friends house-warming weekender last month, which was all kinds of fun. Got drunk, ate barbecued dead things, greek salad and chocolate covered strawberries, had some fun lightsaber fights and talked and laughed with some very good pals.
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I had today all planned out. I was gonna spend the morning being a bum and lazing about, then I was gonna shower, make the flapjacks for tomorrow then pack. Alas, things did not go according to plan.
I got a phone call at about 11am from my mate, telling me him and his lady were on their way to mine! I had to jump...
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brightredscream:
I'm glad that you found my blog inspiring...
I enjoyed it while I was doing it, even though now it doesn't really seem to reflect how I feel at all frown

I do still sing...I just haven't posted anything in ages....that whole too critical thing...I'm glad that you liked it though..THAT much biggrin
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Today is my one hundred and eleventh birthday!


Alright, it's my 28th. Going by me presents, this years theme is Transformers! A t-shirt, a PS2 game and a toy lol plus I got a couple of pairs of jeans, Casino Royale DVD and playing cards and Dr Syn novel. Not bad at all!

Other than the birthday happies i've not been too bad of late....
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lilandra:
im not going to dress as a prosttute then, lol!!!
lilandra:
Risist the ripping, anything else is fine, lol kiss
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Well, again I've been slack with the updating! I was gonna try and get the video blog thing working but I forgot >.<

The past few weeks have been rather busy and stressy. My Aunty is moving in with my Grandad and I (with most of our other relatives) have been helping her sort through her things and get them packed AND helping Grandad sort...
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girlysound:
they're pretty good i must say and the last one ROCKED!!! I loved every minute I spent reading it! check it out if you like fantasy books.

so how ya doing?
ges:
I'm really glad you liked my set! Thanks a lot kiss
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I apologise in advance for the emo-ness of some of this entry, but I need to vent a little. I've spoilered it for those not wishing to see the self pity.

Saturday night was rather ace. I went out to a party at my mates Lau and Ians and met three of their other friends for the first time. Everyone was lovely, although it took...
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grafman:
Just thought I let ya know I'm still alive! Thanks for the support, it means a lot.
I'm feeling more level than I was when I posted that. I'm still none the wiser as to what brought it on, but hey ho, that's nothing new. I took your advice girlysound and went for a long walk out to one the villages on the outskirts of the town I live in. Spent an hour or so sat in the churchyard writing down some thoughts and feelings before walking home. It was good and really helped clear my head a bit. I got some good stuff written down too that I'm gonna use in a story I'm working on smile I would have gone further afield and used that money, but I need it to upgrade my PC and pay my archery club membership!

Thanks again ladies, you're wonderful people and I'm glad to know you're here x
girlysound:
I'm glad I could help! I get down every know and then too and I just ride it out and think, "hmm what is the underlying reason I feel this way?" Sometimes I figure it out sometimes I don't but we're young, we have time. Thanks for sending some good thoughts my way, it meant a lot!!
kiss
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That soft, wet tearing sound you can hear is my heart getting a kicking again. After barely a week as a couple my g/f decided that things weren't working out. Apparently it's not me, it's her. She doesn't feel anything for me in that way, despite thinking that she did for a few weeks. I'm absolutely gutted. I've had a major crush on her for...
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grafman:
I wish I could believe that there was someone out there for me, whatever their gender, but to be honest I'm getting fed up of the heartache and I'm begining to doubt whether it's all worth it. i might just get me a bunch of cats instead!

Hmmm..who would be on my karma list! *thinks*

1. My ex-b/f for not telling him that I loved him before he died. Not much I can do about that though!

2. A teacher I told a lie about when I was 7. I was being bullied and when Ma asked if I'd told a teacher I said I did and that she'd not done anything as Ma would have told me off for not telling someone. the teacher nearly lost her job.

3. All the shop owners who I've ever stolen from. Went through a bit of a klepto phase as a teenager and stole a lot of candy and beer.

daughterhermes:
The list sounds nice dear.

Let's us doormats unite and form a long well-paved pathway to better things.
Sorry it didn't go your way, but you'll be happy again. It doesn't seem in your nature to stay down. blackeyed
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Aint karma a bitch? After the ace news the other day it decided to balance things out a bit by giving me a badly sprained ankle! Was my fault really - my cousin and I were breaking up some wood for my Grandad and since we didn't have a sledgehammer or an axe, we were leaning the planks diagonally against a wall and stamping on...
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girlysound:
yay for cute girlies!! smile boo for sprained ankles. frown I guess the world has to find a balance somehow.
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I got a surprise the other night. I was chatting on the phone to this girl I've been crushing over, chatting away as you do. We get talking about dating opportunities and waht not and I bemoan the lack of interest in my good self, only for her to say that she's interested. I was so not expecting her to say that (I'd even thought...
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ickleali:
aww that is so lovely, GO YOU x
daughterhermes:
so sweet! you're the greatest grafman!
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Families eh? If they're not "borrowing" cd's and eating your food then they're allegedly trying to kill each other with fire eeek Sometimes I wish I'd been found on a convent doorstep as a baba, wrapped up in a blue and red blanket with a note reading "He's a bit weird, look after him!" but alas and alak, they kept me! Ho hum.

In other news...
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girlysound:
gotta love the crunchy!
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Happy Mothers Day to all the SG Mums out there! Unfortunately I'm skint until Thursday but Ma has kindly agreed to me taking her to the cinema and then to dinner on Friday to make up for it. I did some housework today and made her breakfast as a sort-of-present and I'm gonna surprise her with her fave snack of a toasted cheese and onion...
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girlysound:
so you scared the hell out of me for a second bc i thought I had somehow missed mothers day, then I saw "Mums" and realized it must be mothers day. He-Man dvd......amazing!!!
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Turns out the "something" I had to do to the shed was help empty it of stuff and sort through it all to see what was going to the tip and waht wasn't. Ended up tagging along to the tip as well, which made a change from sitting at my PC trying to force the writers block to go. Stayed for dinner as well -...
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