Ughhh.
I really am a gluton for punishment. It's 9:41 Am and I have woken up in my ex-girlfiends apartment. Not cool. Although after some drinking we did get everything..I think, out on the table.
It turns out she cheated on me 4 times!!! 4! What the Fuck is that? I couldn't believe it. No that I was any better. Although I only did it once (listen to the minimalization). The stupid thing is I actually believed that she was the one that I would spend the rest of my life with. I really love her and I still cheated on her. And she says she really loves me and still cheated on me which is her reason for not being in a relationship at all, because this is what she does to people.
Life is fucked...people are fucked...I trully don't understand what is so good about the ability to think. so it seperates us from the animals...and what does that leave? The ability to be mean and cruel without the excuse of instinct.
I really am a gluton for punishment. It's 9:41 Am and I have woken up in my ex-girlfiends apartment. Not cool. Although after some drinking we did get everything..I think, out on the table.
It turns out she cheated on me 4 times!!! 4! What the Fuck is that? I couldn't believe it. No that I was any better. Although I only did it once (listen to the minimalization). The stupid thing is I actually believed that she was the one that I would spend the rest of my life with. I really love her and I still cheated on her. And she says she really loves me and still cheated on me which is her reason for not being in a relationship at all, because this is what she does to people.
Life is fucked...people are fucked...I trully don't understand what is so good about the ability to think. so it seperates us from the animals...and what does that leave? The ability to be mean and cruel without the excuse of instinct.
Gray
P.S. Thanks for the rope. Mind if I keep it a while longer? I promise I will return it....