I"m a major screw-up. Already I'm falling behind in school. And my group isn't going to put up with it much longer. I need to get my life in order.
Things to spend more time on/with:
- God
- Music
Things I need to better manage:
- Money
- Time
Okay I'm kinda a all over the board here.
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Okay I've been wanting to say this for a few days now. I'm really tired of this shit. I'm sorry I wasn't able to contact you right away. yes I am busy and Yes you no longer have the same priority as you once did. What I don't understand is how selfish you still are. When you broke up with me, you almost immediately had a new boyfriend. I didn't like it but i grew to be okay with it. And then you come running to me with your shit because none of your friends actually care about how you feel. I felt sorry for you, so I did what I could to be a good friend. And there were many days where I never hard from you. And I was okay with that.
Now that I finally have found someone after you. And now that I have a better grasp on some happiness, you freak out on me because I can't respond back to you in a timely fashion. Bitch, be happy i talk to you at all. The only reason I even talk to you is because you wanted to maintain some kind of friendship. But what kind of friendship can exist when both of us has to watch what we share with each other. I'm just really sick of this one-sided relationship we have. It was like this when we were a couple and its like this now in our friendship. You need to get over yourself. If you're not happy with you life, its up to you to try and change things.
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I needed to say that.
Well, I think I'm going to the gym for the next two days, juyst to go and get something out of my membership. I need to not be such a procrastinator. Two things i need to work on is getting stuff done as soon as I know it needs to be done and not being so timid when it comes to dealing with people.
I have to say, overall I am happy with life. I spend alot of time with Jessy and there really hasn't been a bad time yet. Its fun being with someone whom I can talk to about anything and everything. Even awkward moments in cars.
I've been logging more and more hours on FF tactics advanced. Thats not a good thing. But the game is amazing and oh so much fun.
I just wanted to share some thoughts to myself.
Things to spend more time on/with:
- God
- Music
Things I need to better manage:
- Money
- Time
Okay I'm kinda a all over the board here.
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Okay I've been wanting to say this for a few days now. I'm really tired of this shit. I'm sorry I wasn't able to contact you right away. yes I am busy and Yes you no longer have the same priority as you once did. What I don't understand is how selfish you still are. When you broke up with me, you almost immediately had a new boyfriend. I didn't like it but i grew to be okay with it. And then you come running to me with your shit because none of your friends actually care about how you feel. I felt sorry for you, so I did what I could to be a good friend. And there were many days where I never hard from you. And I was okay with that.
Now that I finally have found someone after you. And now that I have a better grasp on some happiness, you freak out on me because I can't respond back to you in a timely fashion. Bitch, be happy i talk to you at all. The only reason I even talk to you is because you wanted to maintain some kind of friendship. But what kind of friendship can exist when both of us has to watch what we share with each other. I'm just really sick of this one-sided relationship we have. It was like this when we were a couple and its like this now in our friendship. You need to get over yourself. If you're not happy with you life, its up to you to try and change things.
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I needed to say that.
Well, I think I'm going to the gym for the next two days, juyst to go and get something out of my membership. I need to not be such a procrastinator. Two things i need to work on is getting stuff done as soon as I know it needs to be done and not being so timid when it comes to dealing with people.
I have to say, overall I am happy with life. I spend alot of time with Jessy and there really hasn't been a bad time yet. Its fun being with someone whom I can talk to about anything and everything. Even awkward moments in cars.
I've been logging more and more hours on FF tactics advanced. Thats not a good thing. But the game is amazing and oh so much fun.
I just wanted to share some thoughts to myself.