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Sigh....

Right now I need to talk to someone but the people I would talk to are gone right now.

So. Girl issues. As always.

I like her. And she obviously likes me. But its for the moment. And so for now I'm sitting here wondering if and when things will change. When will she get bored of me and move on? Unlike most...
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So someone close to me is very depressed. She is simply burned out by just about all aspects of her life: work, home, money. She is unhappy with the direction of her life, or more so lack thereof. I know I can't do much for her but I want to cheer her up and give her a break from the stress from time to...
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sunshine:

Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
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Well, to anyone whose noticed or cared, but I'm alive. I've been missing because alot of things have been going on in my life.

For one, I've gained and lost a girlfriend. She was a sweet girl named Megan. And I loved her. But because both of our live were a mess, she decided to end it. And IN the long run...
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To be honest, i doubt this will make any sense.

So I'm sure you're wondering what started all this. Well I went to the VNV show with Robbie and said I'd pick up her friend Casey. So anyways we go to the show. and about half into And one, I notice that Casey and Robbie are being very love-y towards one another...
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veganzombie:
that sucks man. (i'm responding to this because i think i met you when you came to see my old band, sydney in color, play a show at myspace cafe in roseville/warren). if you're not the guy i met, then sorry.
deny:
How are you? I hope you are well.

XO
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So how exactly can you help seed a torrent? I'm using BitTorrent.

And another thing. IT make me really sad knowing so many people think so little of Christians. Are we all that insane and stupid?
awaytothemoon:
i should hope not, i would deffinatly call myself a christian and i'm going to do mission work in a month.
godshatemachine:
Thats awesome!!! I never have myself but its something I hope to do once. Where will you be going? What kind of things will you be doing?
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I'm getting really tired of being single.
sketchless:
What are you missing that a single life doesn't offer you? Companionship? Love?
godshatemachine:
Actually both of those things are what I'm missing. Its just hard to deal with and I think I'm at my wits end.
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So Benni died? Can anyone explain what happened? I'msad
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deny:
So sad. frown
godshatemachine:
I know. Its scary to me because she was almost exactly my age. It really makes you realize the true value of life and death.
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I've had a bad day today.

I have a clearer view on my thoughts on death. I want it, still. But I'm not suicidal, not anymore. Beucase of what I believe in I won't kill myself. But the more I think on it, the more I want it. I was never given a choice to exist in the first place and yet...
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As of right now, I'm not very happy with anything.
deny:
Aww... It will get better. kiss
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I think the key to a good life is balance. Making sure you have the right amount of good and bad, work and play. Not equal parts mind you but the right amounts, to provide balance to a person. To help one realize life is not a terrible thing but that it can't be a party all the time. Thats what I've been...
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robotlola:
i'm all about balance, it just always feel that the bad outweighs the good... only in bad times though. in good times, life is fabulous
godshatemachine:
I totally feel you. Its hard sometimes to see beyond the current circumstance. But its possible and usually helpful.