godshatemachine

Sigh....

Right now I need to talk to someone but the people I would talk to are gone right now.

So. Girl issues. As always.

I like her. And she obviously likes me. But its for the moment. And so for now I'm sitting here wondering if and when things will change. When will she get bored of me and move on? Unlike most people,...
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So someone close to me is very depressed. She is simply burned out by just about all aspects of her life: work, home, money. She is unhappy with the direction of her life, or more so lack thereof. I know I can't do much for her but I want to cheer her up and give her a break from the stress from time to time....
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Well, to anyone whose noticed or cared, but I'm alive. I've been missing because alot of things have been going on in my life.

For one, I've gained and lost a girlfriend. She was a sweet girl named Megan. And I loved her. But because both of our live were a mess, she decided to end it. And IN the long run, it was the...
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To be honest, i doubt this will make any sense.

So I'm sure you're wondering what started all this. Well I went to the VNV show with Robbie and said I'd pick up her friend Casey. So anyways we go to the show. and about half into And one, I notice that Casey and Robbie are being very love-y towards one another. And so I'm...
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So how exactly can you help seed a torrent? I'm using BitTorrent.

And another thing. IT make me really sad knowing so many people think so little of Christians. Are we all that insane and stupid?

So, how's bored and wants to talk?

I'm getting really tired of being single.

So Benni died? Can anyone explain what happened? I'msad

I've had a bad day today.

I have a clearer view on my thoughts on death. I want it, still. But I'm not suicidal, not anymore. Beucase of what I believe in I won't kill myself. But the more I think on it, the more I want it. I was never given a choice to exist in the first place and yet I've no choice...
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I guaged my septum! I'm at a 6 now!

As of right now, I'm not very happy with anything.

I think the key to a good life is balance. Making sure you have the right amount of good and bad, work and play. Not equal parts mind you but the right amounts, to provide balance to a person. To help one realize life is not a terrible thing but that it can't be a party all the time. Thats what I've been thinking about...
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