goddessasha

So Im pissy today and Im sad to admit that it is for a very petty reason. Im jealous. There I said it, I hate being like this it just make me more sad that I cant be happy for my friend. Ok here is the storey I have a good friend and we always get along fairly well (kinda like sisters we fight but we love each other) well I get the feeling that in the last 2 years everything we (hubby and I) want they get, if we cant afford it, and everything we get they have to get a better one. About a year ago my hubby and I were trying to get a Subaru WRX we wanted the hatch back REALY, REALY bad, we just could not hammer out the extra $600 a month in car payment and the up in insurance since it was a sports car. We were sad, they went and bought one. I wanted a GPS system badly since Im retarded and always get lost. I bought on to go with my tablet pc, they bought a $400 hand held model. I have been trying for 2 years to get a minivan (I know Im a nerd but were in the sca and I have 2 kids and damn it I just need one) Wanted an 00 odyssey partly due to price and size and the only ones that are even kinda cute. She made fun of me to no end mind you she went off for a week about how ugly they are how she will never get one. Well 2 years latter and a 9 month old baby and she has changed her view and went out and bought the one I wanted yesterday. *sigh* I hate jealously I should be happy for her but Im just fuming. I finally had to tell her to stop complaining about how ugly it was I couldnt take it anymore.* Sigh* sorry about the petty rant It is so silly and I feel ridiculous being upset about this. I wish I could get ride of jealousy all together. Has it ever served a good purpose?