girlordinary

I'm writing and drinking.

Cut off my hair yesterday - it's pretty short right now. It'll take a little bit of getting used to - I look in the mirror and don't really see "me" yet.... that and I had it dyed... it's two colors... brightish on top and really dark underneath. When styled properly - it looks cute. It looks cute all of the time but you know what I mean.

In honor of Brian, I am drinking 007's tonight. A great freaking discovery if I do say so myself.

I've done a 360 with my life and I feel all backwards... I have a really good job now.. and a house... and I'm living with two of my best friends.... things with my family are going all right... I have money in the bank.... it feels weird to be... stable.
So then... why am I still.... sad? If you figure that out, let me know because I'm pretty cunfused myself. I think it's because I'm out of that safe zone...

It's time for an ambien.

Drink up baby, look at the stars, I'll kiss you again, between the bars.

People you've been before that you don't want around anymore.


And last but not least - I leave you all with this parting thought :
Be a first rate version of yourself, not a second rate version of someone else