I feel so slack, I haven't written a blog in a while. Lol. Did you miss me?
So what's been happening the past week? Hmmm...
Work, work and more boring old work! Story of my life.
I did go on a little 'date' on Saturday night. Is was quite exciting. Men can be so stupid sometimes though, honestly.
This is a guy that one of my workmates is good friends with, he comes into my office sometimes so I kinda know him. My workmate was talking about the movie Inception, as a lot of people have, and we both piped up and said we want to see it, so he invited me. I'm glad he did because not only is he lovely and cute but it was also an awesome film!
Now, why is he stupid? He picks me up from home, drives me into town, pays for my ticket, pays for drinks afterwards, flirts like nothing else while I drop hints here and there. On the drive home I am almost jumping out of my skin at the thought of jumping his bones and then- nothing. I don't want to make the first move and he says he likes me had an awesome night and instead of enjoying a nice shag leaves with my number.
Now, I know he wanted me because this guy was staring at me all night (even caught him looking at me during the movie) and then on the drive home he was touching my hand and then running his hand up and down my leg. I think men just assume that women don't want to shag on the first date. Well, he missed a good opportunity there.
Some bad news and good news:
Bad news: My ex has been calling and texting me AGAIN CONSTANTLY. He rang while I was on my date and I think he got super jealous. Now I don't have anything against his current girlfriend, even though I have felt jealous of her in the past and I am actually starting to feel sorry for her. Not only is she dating a total dick head but he has actually told me that he would prefer to be with me and has tried to cheat on her with me on several occasions when I have been back in Albury AND still wants to apparently.
I of course would never let this happen. Even though I miss what we had I know that he is a total wank and just don't want to go there. I wish there was some way we could all just be friends but I don't think that will ever happen. Oh well. I will just continue to tell him to fuck off until he gets the message.
Good news: I spent a lovely day with one of my girls on Sunday. She came over and we girlied out! We made cupcakes, played dress-ups and I dyed her hair. She is an amateur photographer and took some nice shots of me which I'm sure she won't mind me posting on here:
She also told me that she is having a baby! I am super excited for her (and kind of jealous) as I am obsessed with kids. Honestly I know I am young but I actually reallywanted to have a baby with my ex. I imagined it in my head all the time asI know he would have been a great father. When we broke up my dream of starting a family with him was shattered as well. Maybe it was for the best as our child would have ended up coming from a broken home. That said, I would be SUPER jealous if his girlfriend had his baby. I am so screwed in the head!
Maybe this new guy is the one. I should tell him 'I want to have sex with you and have your babies' I'm sure that will get him into bed with me...
So what's been happening the past week? Hmmm...
Work, work and more boring old work! Story of my life.
I did go on a little 'date' on Saturday night. Is was quite exciting. Men can be so stupid sometimes though, honestly.
This is a guy that one of my workmates is good friends with, he comes into my office sometimes so I kinda know him. My workmate was talking about the movie Inception, as a lot of people have, and we both piped up and said we want to see it, so he invited me. I'm glad he did because not only is he lovely and cute but it was also an awesome film!
Now, why is he stupid? He picks me up from home, drives me into town, pays for my ticket, pays for drinks afterwards, flirts like nothing else while I drop hints here and there. On the drive home I am almost jumping out of my skin at the thought of jumping his bones and then- nothing. I don't want to make the first move and he says he likes me had an awesome night and instead of enjoying a nice shag leaves with my number.
Now, I know he wanted me because this guy was staring at me all night (even caught him looking at me during the movie) and then on the drive home he was touching my hand and then running his hand up and down my leg. I think men just assume that women don't want to shag on the first date. Well, he missed a good opportunity there.
Some bad news and good news:
Bad news: My ex has been calling and texting me AGAIN CONSTANTLY. He rang while I was on my date and I think he got super jealous. Now I don't have anything against his current girlfriend, even though I have felt jealous of her in the past and I am actually starting to feel sorry for her. Not only is she dating a total dick head but he has actually told me that he would prefer to be with me and has tried to cheat on her with me on several occasions when I have been back in Albury AND still wants to apparently.
I of course would never let this happen. Even though I miss what we had I know that he is a total wank and just don't want to go there. I wish there was some way we could all just be friends but I don't think that will ever happen. Oh well. I will just continue to tell him to fuck off until he gets the message.
Good news: I spent a lovely day with one of my girls on Sunday. She came over and we girlied out! We made cupcakes, played dress-ups and I dyed her hair. She is an amateur photographer and took some nice shots of me which I'm sure she won't mind me posting on here:
She also told me that she is having a baby! I am super excited for her (and kind of jealous) as I am obsessed with kids. Honestly I know I am young but I actually reallywanted to have a baby with my ex. I imagined it in my head all the time asI know he would have been a great father. When we broke up my dream of starting a family with him was shattered as well. Maybe it was for the best as our child would have ended up coming from a broken home. That said, I would be SUPER jealous if his girlfriend had his baby. I am so screwed in the head!
Maybe this new guy is the one. I should tell him 'I want to have sex with you and have your babies' I'm sure that will get him into bed with me...
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Nice photos
As for dating, there are too many shenanigans and mind games... It would be so much simpler if people were just honest with one another.
As for the ex, it's in the past, so leave it in the past. What's in the past is best left in the past in my opinion.
If you want to have sex with a guy, I think honesty is the best way to go...otherwise a guy may just assume you are flirting but not really serious about it.
Leave the "wanting babies with you" part out of it though...(unless you've been in a relationship with them for some time)...you'll scare them off with that kind of talk.