gigglefuckbunny

I dont want to cry I want to scream and yell and break things. I want to just push things off the tables and kicking things around and scream and yell profanity and I just want to tear my hair from the roots and pull myself inside out. But I know none of that will fix things so I just sit quietly and try to get on with life. I hate being calm, cool and collected. Some how I feel I should be entitled right now to scream and yell and break things. What has happen should trigger that but for me I try to control myself and just get over it. I mean what will breaking things and screaming do. It wont fix anything or make me feel better. I might just feel worse then I do now.

I went on a long drive and feel no better. . . and no piece of candy or any type of confort food can fix how I feel now. . .