gerta

okay, life is good again!

my internet has been restored!

i didn't pick alex up from the airport(no i didn't blow her out, i left a message). now i just need to get through the weekend without acting on the lie that i want to see her. i need to listen to those people in my life that care enough to tell me the truth. thank you, as a few of you are here in SG land.

i have been aware for awhile now that i am comfortable in the familiar pain of misery. no more! the pain of staying the same has become greater than the fear of change. this is a good thing, seeing that i now how to change. i believe i am ready.

now i am going to install photoshop and get up the rest of my well hung pictures.

look out world, i'm back! (okay that's lame but i'm going to leave it there anyway)

accept me for who i am or fuck right off.

k, bye.