gerta

she called.

i talked to her.

she has been in a mental hospital.

i should be in a mental hospital.

she still loves me.

i still love her.

i want to pierce my penis some more.

my bank account is overdrawn.

i want her love.

i don't trust her.

i don't trust myself.

i want to see her.

she has 'visiting days'.

this is all to familiar.

i want to go to canada.

i want to ride my bikes in canada.

i should go to maui for a month.

maybe santa cruz.

does marc still live in san francisco?

van couver washington.

yes, i want to run away.

where's a razor blade?

how many chances does love get?

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

k bye.



p.s. sincere thanks to all those who care. you know who you are