Today is Orman's birthday...makes the big 23! I told him i wasnt getting him anything...i took him out to dinner, sushi of course, and he got wahtever he wanted. He was very happy with that. So he went to play darts and while he was gone i went out and bought him a new memory card for his digital camera. He had a 32 mb card, which was pooo, so, even though i wanted to get him the 512 card, I got him the one i could best afford right now, a 256 mb card. Instead of only being able to take about 30 pics he can take 238! I have put it in his camera and when he gets home from darts I'm going to tell him that I got him something for his b-day but he has to find it! Hey, I gotta get a little fun out of this too!
Other than that life is pretty...its alright. the hour didnt bring madness and mayhem...
Its really scary to think that I'm an adult, with a child and almost a family. I'm getting older by the day and i feel like time is running out on my life. I know its a little premature to start feeling this way but, I cant help it.
Although, the other night, I decided to talk to him about how i had been feeling. I told him about somethings he has been doing that were aggravating me.
"You told me this already and I havent been [the thing i told him] doing that!"
"Only the last 2 days have you stopped."
"Well, I'm trying, it takes time to change, Rome wasnt built in a day..."
I roll my eyes.
"You shouldnt have to change, if youre unhappy and want to see other people just tell me so and I can share a room with Lyric until youre back on your feet again enough to move out..."
He puts his hand on mine,
"I dont mind, I can change some things for you."
What?! "You shouldnt have to change for someone, why would you do that?"
"Because I love you..I want to be better for you."
I had nothing to say. I just knew that I needed to change somethings about myself as well. I'm starting to trust him. I'm starting to just let go and realize that I cant control everything. I hope this lasts. It feels good.
Other than that life is pretty...its alright. the hour didnt bring madness and mayhem...
Its really scary to think that I'm an adult, with a child and almost a family. I'm getting older by the day and i feel like time is running out on my life. I know its a little premature to start feeling this way but, I cant help it.
Although, the other night, I decided to talk to him about how i had been feeling. I told him about somethings he has been doing that were aggravating me.
"You told me this already and I havent been [the thing i told him] doing that!"
"Only the last 2 days have you stopped."
"Well, I'm trying, it takes time to change, Rome wasnt built in a day..."
I roll my eyes.
"You shouldnt have to change, if youre unhappy and want to see other people just tell me so and I can share a room with Lyric until youre back on your feet again enough to move out..."
He puts his hand on mine,
"I dont mind, I can change some things for you."
What?! "You shouldnt have to change for someone, why would you do that?"
"Because I love you..I want to be better for you."
I had nothing to say. I just knew that I needed to change somethings about myself as well. I'm starting to trust him. I'm starting to just let go and realize that I cant control everything. I hope this lasts. It feels good.
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Hey, did you see the thing on the news about Ann Coulter being attacked with pies!?!? Fucking AWESOME! I wished they'd hit her square in the face!
thanks for the comments. I still think humans vomit more then animals - look to a dog. They can eat things we can't even smell without throwing up. And cats, outdoor cats rarely throw up, compared to people. Course, humans also have the wonderful elixir/poison called "allkihall".