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oooh i tell ya.... im attempting to write a story. So far im only uhhh at the beggining of the third page and its my second day working on it. Its not that im spending much time on it. Honestly, i just write everything that comes off the top off my head and barely modify it let alone re-read it.
Im so lazy haha.

I...
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genericname:
very well, sunni may remain undestroyed
sunniapocalypse:
good.
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*yawn* Nickus9@hotmail.com is my email

andthentheresme7 is my AIM

feel free to get in contact etc. Since i may be leaving SG depending on how much money i have when i move out.

and while im at it let me talk about things to myself on this journal.

*Rant beggining* <----- (warning)

I cant be in a relationship im hopeless haha... i cant trust the...
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kas:
I love you and wish the best for you!!! I'm sure everything will work out, HANG ON your 20's won't last forever ( I hear the 30's are much better) kiss kiss
sunniapocalypse:
i hate being sick.
My cell phone died.
Ill call you when I can get to a phone.


ps. I still like youuuuuuuuuu
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My parents laughed at me today at the thought of me moving out..

If anyone knows of a job that pays more than 12 dollars an hour or would need me a little bit more than 40 hours a week PLEASE let me know.

I am cancelling this account as well as my city of heros account.... ill probably be cancelling therapy or cutting down...
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elmcitydrunk:
it's tough, i know. when i moved out i didn't know how i was going to make it work, but i knew i had to get out of the house. i found the right place and somehow it's working. when the time is right you'll figure it out. granted i'm ignoring my college loans for the moment, but someday mabe i'll figure it out. you comming down tonight?
karebeer:
i hear your dilema.. im in the same shoes.. but i refuse to go to that extreme cuz im a slacker..

good seeing ya tonite.. better late than never... well, in some cases.. wink kiss
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This is a song i wrote... even though i still have no idea how it would be sung at the moment.... it can be done with a little creativity!


Only for you

Tell me how youll handle me?
Im going to love you can you take it
Ill want to see you will you make it

Ill be waiting just for you
Say the words...
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sunniapocalypse:
Yes. Go hang out again on Wednesday. ha.

♥ I miss your voice.
chiquitabonita:
man, just gonna hug you more.
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Well i did some things and some stuff.

1. Hung out at Elmcitydrunk's with a buncha the other members, played some air hockey and smoked some ciggs.

2. went to the ar with my cousin and my friend ben.

and uhhh thats about it... bu8t hey it beats sleeping until im ready to work again right?

*stretches*

i dunno what else to say
sunniapocalypse:
Next time Erik touches your thing. Smack his hand.
chiquitabonita:
yeah, pretty much...I don't want to know what that erik touching your thing thing is...
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whew that was nuts! i was layin down for a lil at my work because staying awake is fucking hard as hell....

no sooner do i jump up when i hear something, than some manager makes an "innocent" suprise visit to introduce himself since hes never seen me before.

funny that he came to introduce himself at 4:30 am two days after the pratt workers...
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chiquitabonita:
hey, it was good that you actually came down...this has been a discussion piece for the last little while... kiss
karebeer:
smile it was really good seein ya on wed dear!
next week? same time, same place? wink
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I really really dont want the story of my life to be about this guy who worked at minimal jobs, did some things here and there and then died.
Am i SUPPOSED to do something great with these "talents" i have? Or are they like everyone elses talents... where my parents and friends have made them much bigger than they really are.
Perhaps my talents...
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sei:
If the talents you have are what make you happy.. then yes fucking do something with em. If they don't then find what does and do that. If its not a job that makes you happy, find a job that gives you the ability to do what makes you happy. Thats really all there is to it.

The problem for most of the people nowadays is that we were braught up on movies/television/video games/etc.. that tell us we can all be the 'hero'. Everyone wants to be in the spotlight and if they don't want to we give them medication. Everyones told they are special and then told to stand in line.

Im probally the crappiest cheer-er-upper ever but just try to surround yourself with people and things that make you happy is what it all boils down to.

Oh and ditch that McJob.

[Edited on Oct 02, 2004 8:16PM]
elmcitydrunk:
ok- so it looks like plans are rolling for wed at my place again. this time you should actually fucking make it. i don't want to hear the excuses. get your ass down here, drink some beers and meet some cool people. i have to agree with sei on the work thing. if it was fun they'd call it play. my job sucks most of the time, but i get to persue some intrests, so it's not that big a deal. would it be fun to have some job that i loved? mabe. it's funny how some times when you do what you thought you loved all the time- it gets to be work. (also he gets props for the douglas coupland referance) anyway- hope you can get out wed. night at some reasonable hour. it will be fun.
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my laptop i sold for 700 bucks is on its way to russia now

the funny thing is paypal reversed the transfer of the 700 dollars because the credit card the person used might be fake.

so now a free laptop is on its way to russia that i paid shipping for....

merry christmas you cossak wearing piece of shit slut.
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chiquitabonita:
ah...good explanation.
elmcitydrunk:
sorry you didn't make it down- it was fun. you have to show up eventually, buddy. try as you may, you can't avoid us forever. we will find you.
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Cant stop playing the donnie darko soundtrack.... *whew*
Im feelin pretty good, im gonna go to michigan mon-thursday to visit my friend who moved up there.
Things have gotten better here and there.
I cant think of much else to say at the moment *ponders*
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peachiepie:
why did you think i didn't want to talk to you? i lost your number too....sorry. i'll send you mine though
piksy:
donnie darko....excellent movie. you shouldnt be going to michigan tongue you should be comeing to south carolina biggrin
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"it's plain to see, it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep"

Muse - Endlessly

I was searchin for a good line and thats the best i could find in the album. I liked it so much i wanted to share atleast a part of it.
Most of its about love though and even though i could relate to those feelings in the song i...
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chiquitabonita:
so how are you feeling today?
sunniapocalypse:
Tighty Whities = murder.
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ill join your band if you have one

your anime group or video game group if you have one

ill work with you on composing music for a video game you want to make

ill make the storyline for the skit or movie you always wanted to shoot.

ill just about do anything you want me to so long as we work together and create...
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granny:
You're the sweetest thing ever! I love the poem, and I found two other emails that you've sent me and they're both very very sweet. Thank you so much you get billions of these: kiss
jewcy:
so wait.. was this offer from you? or.. your inflamed testicals? i really don't care much for working with testicles. i find they're rather. uh. testy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! sorry. i had to.