It wasn't me, it was her. I know that.
Baggage. Lots and lots of baggage...
It's beyond my control.
All I can hope to do is be her friend... the way I was for months before all this began to bubble to the surface.
She told a mutual friend of ours once that, in the short time I've been here, I've been a better friend to her than most of the people she's known for years. And in that time, she's been that for me. I don't want either of us to lose that.
Maybe someday she'll find her way and lose some of the stuff that has her bound to the past... I want her to be happy...
In the meantime, I'll do my own thing... see where life takes us both. Maybe it'll be back to the possiblitiy of being with each other, maybe not... we'll see.
Until then... I'll just keep... riding on.
Baggage. Lots and lots of baggage...
It's beyond my control.
All I can hope to do is be her friend... the way I was for months before all this began to bubble to the surface.
She told a mutual friend of ours once that, in the short time I've been here, I've been a better friend to her than most of the people she's known for years. And in that time, she's been that for me. I don't want either of us to lose that.
Maybe someday she'll find her way and lose some of the stuff that has her bound to the past... I want her to be happy...
In the meantime, I'll do my own thing... see where life takes us both. Maybe it'll be back to the possiblitiy of being with each other, maybe not... we'll see.
Until then... I'll just keep... riding on.
lolablu:
I'm sorry, babe. I know it feels shitty now, but it's good that you realized this early on.
lolablu:
That's understandable. I hope everything will be OK.