I have decided that I want what I don't deserve and what I can't get. I am seeing it is going for not only jobs but men too. Whats the fun in getting what you know you can get. I want to try for what I can't get and in the end GET it!! I think the thril of it all would be more worth... Read More
Well i made it through the wedding! It was great and I am glad i went.
On other notes I need a new job! I would be better off if i just didn't work. I can't find my "Place" YOu know that one job, one thing that you where placedon this world to do. If it be for money or not I just have no... Read More
So I am off to my best friends wedding I am looking forward to it. She has found that one man that is "Mede" for her. I am happy for her and that is why I will be there. Yes I am a bridesmaid Never the bride I will be there for her and I am happy for her. I will wish them the best... Read More
Why is it we never see the good thing we have or rather had until it's gone. We spend all our life looking for this something that will make us happy or mybe we didn't know that it made us that happy until we loose it. Then we wake up one morning wondering why we feel so lost and reach over and rember a wormth... Read More
I feel like a puzzle missing a few peices. A few corners and maybe some in the middle. You can make out the picture but yet not quit shure what it is.... I'm not compleat. Far more then the looking for Mr. Wonderful. It's more of the fact that I don't know where I should be or what i shoudl be doing or whith WHO... Read More
I think I am dieing here. My talents and dreams are just dieing in this body at this place I am in. I need to get away from here. If only I could find the exit