Trying to be a little more active on the internet, now that my game fixations have toned down a little. I've gotten addicted to facebook and myspace, especially the app games. I've added more photos of myself to my pics section, though most of them are really old pictures, I'm not too proud of how I look now, but I do have a picture that was taken of me the other day, and it gives you an idea of how I look now. It's a black and white picture of me, and I'm wearing reading glasses in it. I started submitting artwork to deviantart.com so, I'll post the address in my profile as well as here
My Deviant Art web page
My Deviant Art web page
and I am glad to have someone whom I can really REALLY talk to on here also...
You know how they say that everyone in this world has a twin,....
well, when i was 22 I found mine in Tampa Fl., I was stripping out there, anyway... she was the spitting image of me...
Until........(i hope you don't take offense to this b/c you are beautiful my friend).... I saw you....
Now, I know that I have two twins.... One in Tampa, and the other... where do you live ?? Venice, Fl. - HMM... must be something about florida...haha..
Anyway, your profile picture... I'm gonna try to upload a picture or pics of me when i was younger (not that I'm an old hag now,but..) and I swear.... if you showed them to your friends, or vice versa, no one would be able to tell us apart...
I'm glad that you wrote back to me...
WE HAVE SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH IN COMMON ITS CRAZY !!!
I go to my pshychiatrist every two months, or every month if I have one of my infamous "freak outs" (hehe)
I've been seeing a pschy since I was 7 (or 8 i think and first hospitilized when i was 12 for my eating disorder)... which i still have today... I don't puke, I just don't eat because I can not get fat... i weigh myself like 20 times a day.. (god, i'm silly), but when i do eat, i gorge out on sweets... i'll eat a whole fucking chocolate cake..no shit...
Here is my list of meds right now :
Depakote er - 1000mg (2 times a day)
Xanax - 2mg (bars) 5 times daily... which to me means all at once
klonopin 2mg (once at night)
Adderall 30 mg (3 times a day) - I don't have ADHD, but my doctor thinks I do, and thats what counts...if you know what i mean
Clonodine 1mg (2 times a day) - blood pressure
Fentynal patch (100 mg)
roxycontin 30mg (as needed for pain ).....
when my patches and roxy's run out, I take Suboxone so I won't get dope sick... I know the pills I take are contradicting my going to N/A for Heroin, but the way I look at it is : if I don't have a needle dangling from my arm, then i must be doing something right....
Well look sweetie,
I am about to go tattoo my friend... she is getting a lotus with
a voodoo priestess on top of it.. (i sketched it this morning and am going to tattoo the outline tonight)... I'll send you some pictures ok.
write back , tell me more of you...
Azreale