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I could not pass up on a great deal to rejoin suicide girls, so I am now subscribed for a year! I'm currently attending college for my studio art major, and everything is going well with it. I will be posting pics of my recent artworks as well, and more recent photos of myself

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I just posted most of my portfolio hope everybody enjoys itwink
entese:
cool pictures!
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after a long break i decided to resubscribe because i missed the girls the community and i can finally afford it again. smile a lot has changed and i don't really know where to start. i'm looking forward to the new sets and joining more groups, and am happy to see that the site is still thriving
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Trying to be a little more active on the internet, now that my game fixations have toned down a little. I've gotten addicted to facebook and myspace, especially the app games. I've added more photos of myself to my pics section, though most of them are really old pictures, I'm not too proud of how I look now, but I do have a picture that...
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daphnee:
you are such a cutie,
and I am glad to have someone whom I can really REALLY talk to on here also...

You know how they say that everyone in this world has a twin,....
well, when i was 22 I found mine in Tampa Fl., I was stripping out there, anyway... she was the spitting image of me...
Until........(i hope you don't take offense to this b/c you are beautiful my friend).... I saw you....
Now, I know that I have two twins.... One in Tampa, and the other... where do you live ?? Venice, Fl. - HMM... must be something about florida...haha..

Anyway, your profile picture... I'm gonna try to upload a picture or pics of me when i was younger (not that I'm an old hag now,but..) and I swear.... if you showed them to your friends, or vice versa, no one would be able to tell us apart...
I'm glad that you wrote back to me...
WE HAVE SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH IN COMMON ITS CRAZY !!!
I go to my pshychiatrist every two months, or every month if I have one of my infamous "freak outs" (hehe)
I've been seeing a pschy since I was 7 (or 8 i think and first hospitilized when i was 12 for my eating disorder)... which i still have today... I don't puke, I just don't eat because I can not get fat... i weigh myself like 20 times a day.. (god, i'm silly), but when i do eat, i gorge out on sweets... i'll eat a whole fucking chocolate cake..no shit...

Here is my list of meds right now :

Depakote er - 1000mg (2 times a day)
Xanax - 2mg (bars) 5 times daily... which to me means all at once
klonopin 2mg (once at night)
Adderall 30 mg (3 times a day) - I don't have ADHD, but my doctor thinks I do, and thats what counts...if you know what i meanwink
Clonodine 1mg (2 times a day) - blood pressure
Fentynal patch (100 mg)
roxycontin 30mg (as needed for pain ).....
when my patches and roxy's run out, I take Suboxone so I won't get dope sick... I know the pills I take are contradicting my going to N/A for Heroin, but the way I look at it is : if I don't have a needle dangling from my arm, then i must be doing something right....

Well look sweetie,
I am about to go tattoo my friend... she is getting a lotus with
a voodoo priestess on top of it.. (i sketched it this morning and am going to tattoo the outline tonight)... I'll send you some pictures ok.
write back , tell me more of you...
Azrealekiss
adema:
lovelovekiss
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colcontin:
Like my friend Azreale says, you are a CUTIE!
I'M new to this and can't find the friend request,so maybe you could send me one if you like.
Have to go sling some hair,but will write more at another time.
colcontin
fwoosh:
pictures of me
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wheee I had an inspiring day at group therapy today so I just had to check out some mental health groups at this site... but they are all private... eeek I really hope I get to join these groups cause I'd like to find some peeps I can relate to. It always feels so good when you find out you have something in common with other...
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erinya:
thank you for your friendship my pretty friend...i like your short hair..smile
daphnee:
Hey pretty girl,
I know you don't know me, yet.... but by stumbling across your photo and then reading your blog, I thought that it was meant for us to meet and chat... It seems that we have some issues that may be very similar (mental health), and yes I do agree that it is great when you can actually find a true person whom you can share your intermost feelings with... And I love sharing stories also. ... even though mine are crazy off the wall only could happen to me kinda crazy shit, but its cool and I would love to do so... I am in recovery after a 15 year heroin habit and life is hard for me right now , but every day is a new day and maybe tomorrow will bring better things... (always gotta hope for the best)..

Well, I hope you take this opportunity to be my friend and chat with me...
until then
love and kisses and smiles and frowns,
Azreale
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I had an interesting dream last night that I was fighting a group of people with butter knife sized weaponry, but was actually winning. They just sort of stood still while I stabbed them. When I met up with the boss I chose a larger weapon that was located in my face. As if to say "you can't hurt me if I keep one of...
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