Today was a complicated day, firstly Tatiana went to have her abortion, I feel really uneasy about it because I feel like it's my fault, also when I last talked to her she told me that it was incredibly painful which I guess made me feel more guilty, especially that I couldn't be there with her. She told me however that she'd like to be alone and that she wanted to go home and sleep as soon as she could.
I also discussed the possibility of moving to la louviere (the other side of the country) because there was a good chance that i could get housing there immediately, but the downside is i'd be further away from Tatiana and a lot of other things I've become used to. It's still in the talking stages but it seems like the only way of living hospital to hospital every month, I'll have to really look at the practical side of it.
I like this hospital a lot, the dr. seems to be doing a lot to help me and i found a cybercafe where I can get fast internet ect.
I hope I can stay here for a while and maybe find another solution to la louviere