Well, I've been at Enaden for almost a month, (it's another rehab) and now it seems I'm going to be going to Sanatia if they accept me (another psych ward). On wednesday I have a meeting there with my probation officer and my only hope is that the idea of me getting my own apartment comes up again.
Tatiana has been really cool in helping me to look for places but it's all pointless if my psychiatrist and probation officer don't agree... and then comes the hard part which is going to see apartments and getting some help with that. Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate her help but I've learned lately to be pessimistic about things....
Thankfully my dad has offered to help me out with the rent if I ever get that far so I have to be grateful for that too. I guess all in all i should be more thankful to the people in my life because this time they really came through for me.