Well, yesterday I moved hospitals, now Im at bruggmann, the textbook definition of a total institution! I can literally leave the line of sight of the nurses...
However I feel fucking good!!!!!!!
something has changed with Tatiana, one day she doesnt have time too see me because shes too busy sleeping, the next shes fucking spending 9 hours running errunds for me and waiting for a really short visit. I was amazed, its a complete different side of her that i havent seen since we first started dating. id like to say we even had sex in my room with paper thin walls and an unlocked door but a gentleman never tells.
In all seriousness i think if i can sort my shit out and recipricate with my behaviour then im much more positive about our future.
theres a lot here that i need to analyze and figure out (im the kind of person who obsesses over human behaviour)
any way ... food for thought. aka i getting bored so my apologies if anyone is reading this and finding it interesting but ive invested enough time into this post