The nuances and memories. The new and the old.
When nothing else matters, where do you go?
My aggressive and abrasive nature is not appreciated by most people. It came to a head again. I didn't fight anyone but My boss is transferring me out of the store. Sucks the one dude I got along with was an ex-Naval Special Warfare dude. We got along perfectly. I was a little more vocal with my distaste for my managers disrespect, lack of responsibility, immaturity and total lack of integrity despite having the word tattooed across his chest. So, I'm getting the transfer and short end of the stick.
School is fun for the most part. I have my good days and bad days drawing and getting things done but it's working for me this time. It's a means to an end. I want to finish and I want to prove to my family that I'm worth more than I've been putting out in the last 10 years.
Not Sober. But not drunk. Moments of clarity are nice. Being buzzed helps me not kill people or stress out. But I don't let it get past that. No puking, falling over drunk fuck anymore. Letting go of vices, maybe just maybe I'm growing up.
So there it is,
laters,
fuck
use instagram? find me: efyouceekay
When nothing else matters, where do you go?
My aggressive and abrasive nature is not appreciated by most people. It came to a head again. I didn't fight anyone but My boss is transferring me out of the store. Sucks the one dude I got along with was an ex-Naval Special Warfare dude. We got along perfectly. I was a little more vocal with my distaste for my managers disrespect, lack of responsibility, immaturity and total lack of integrity despite having the word tattooed across his chest. So, I'm getting the transfer and short end of the stick.
School is fun for the most part. I have my good days and bad days drawing and getting things done but it's working for me this time. It's a means to an end. I want to finish and I want to prove to my family that I'm worth more than I've been putting out in the last 10 years.
Not Sober. But not drunk. Moments of clarity are nice. Being buzzed helps me not kill people or stress out. But I don't let it get past that. No puking, falling over drunk fuck anymore. Letting go of vices, maybe just maybe I'm growing up.
So there it is,
laters,
fuck
use instagram? find me: efyouceekay
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evanx:
Yea. buthanging out here, looking at all the old pictures and reading all the old comments just depressed me. Everything was just so amazing and right in those moments, it can never be recaptured.
blackjacket:
you were right on, shit is crazy in the urban art department, i really enjoyed it