i wish things would slow down for just a little bit. everything is just happening way to fast. i got hella bills to pay before i leave for colorado for work. i kinda am still with my ex at the moment and i'm having a little fling on the side. i just wish i knew what i wanted and i hope no one gets hurt. i going out with the little too and my ex knows and is furious but the fling has no clue that i'm still seeing my ex and she got a little to attached a little to fast so now it's gonna be so ard to end. i hate cheating. i'm just really letting myself down. 
violently:
how are you cheating if she is an ex? besides, she cheated on YOU.