what a night, broke out of work early and justinXL and i proceded to get drunk at about 4 pm, hit the bars around 630, shot some pool, had a good time, i split about 10 pm and took the next 2 hrs wandering around campustown to sober up and headed home. had a great convo with Original thought, and now im trying to kill...
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originalthought:
"great convo" ... hehehehe... I know what you mean.
the opening of one beautiful door ALWAYS corresponds to the closing of another
freddyg:
fuck this, i'm getting all depressed. enough already.. things are good, life is good, i am alive.
later
later
hang out?
does she like me?
not that way.
wanna go out?
DATE?
no date.
still go out.
uncomfortable double not date.
insert fork in ear.
somebody stop the world, i'd like to get off now.
does she like me?
not that way.
wanna go out?
DATE?
no date.
still go out.
uncomfortable double not date.
insert fork in ear.
somebody stop the world, i'd like to get off now.
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zoe:
yeah, this summer i'm going to be the laziest bum this town has ever seen. possibly up to and including a bottle of thunderbird and a pile of rotting newspapers.
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
originalthought:
*removes fork from ear*
dating is complete BS.
an internet connection is all you'll ever need.
dating is complete BS.
an internet connection is all you'll ever need.
FUUUCCCKKKK!..............
"i dont want God to punish you.....................i want to punish you"
-tao of steve
"i dont want God to punish you.....................i want to punish you"
-tao of steve
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zoe:
break? what break? i swear i did more running around at home than i ever do at school
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
originalthought:
Last Wednesday's entry was disturbingly similar.
Do you have a problem getting over the hump of the week?
Talk to me later if you want.
Do you have a problem getting over the hump of the week?
Talk to me later if you want.
ok, its been a great couple of days and i have nothing real to say.
"Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese"
-G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)
"Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese"
-G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)
ok, its been a great couple of days and i have nothing real to say.
Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese.
-G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)
Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese.
-G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)
WOW, what a fuckin day, picked up an album by nellie mckay, the album is" get away from me", dont know wanything about her, just cought a couple songs at justin's lastnight, thought she was good so looked for her and fount this album, 2 disks, 18 songs 12 bucks, not bad. although i do find one of her songs fairly offensive, but it is...
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justinxl:
So not only are you a camwhore (as evidenced by your frequent appearances on the webcam page), you're a barwhore as well. I just don't know what to say... I can't find the words...
... you make me so proud. (tear!)
PS - I'm telling Amy you were talking to other women.
... you make me so proud. (tear!)
PS - I'm telling Amy you were talking to other women.
ok, i dont feel like writing, but theres something i was thinking of earlier and i think i should say it, cause i think its a good thing.
the depression thing, i've been there, i am there, periodically. but i know what it is, and i know what it feels like when its coming on, and i've dealt with it long enough to know what...
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the depression thing, i've been there, i am there, periodically. but i know what it is, and i know what it feels like when its coming on, and i've dealt with it long enough to know what...
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justinxl:
I wish you were around a couple years ago to tell me these things. It would have made my life easier back then. 
At least if you know it's coming and you know what it feels like, you can deal with it a lot better.
At least if you know it's coming and you know what it feels like, you can deal with it a lot better.
originalthought:
*meow*
Aaaaaaaand I'm off.
Have a good weekend of self-realization and goodness.
Aaaaaaaand I'm off.
Have a good weekend of self-realization and goodness.
FUCK!
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freddyg:
ok, if you want to know why i ragged on justin, look a page back in my journal, what a biotch.
thoughts for today: why cant shit just work, my system is totally screeeewed so i'm backin up my data and if i can find the disks, im going towards the light, linux/xwindows.
why do i have to do this every 3 months? so lame.
also been depressed, i guess it might be from reading depressing journals.
heres the thing: do what makes you happy, if you cant then change things until you can, if you dont know what makes you happy, FIND IT!, and do it.
what makes me happy? lame ass shit, just like EVERYONE ELSE. so what do i do about it? i do the lame ass shit. why? because it makes me happy. this is happiness, knowing yourself. sometimes we all get lonely, sometimes we get sad, sometimes we get mad. do what you have to to get over, however many times you have to do it.
being depressed really sucks, but its a factor in our lives, thats it, thats all. the secret is knowing about it, and knowing what to do about it, to fix it.
i think its important that i dont leave out trusting people. yeah people will always roll over on you, but there are people to trust, if you trust yourself.
so do what makes you happy, and do what lets you do those things, and dont look over the fence at someone elses life to compare, there isnt any comparison. its your life, go live it, and tell the people that dont want you to, to go fuck themselves.
thoughts for today: why cant shit just work, my system is totally screeeewed so i'm backin up my data and if i can find the disks, im going towards the light, linux/xwindows.
why do i have to do this every 3 months? so lame.
also been depressed, i guess it might be from reading depressing journals.
heres the thing: do what makes you happy, if you cant then change things until you can, if you dont know what makes you happy, FIND IT!, and do it.
what makes me happy? lame ass shit, just like EVERYONE ELSE. so what do i do about it? i do the lame ass shit. why? because it makes me happy. this is happiness, knowing yourself. sometimes we all get lonely, sometimes we get sad, sometimes we get mad. do what you have to to get over, however many times you have to do it.
being depressed really sucks, but its a factor in our lives, thats it, thats all. the secret is knowing about it, and knowing what to do about it, to fix it.
i think its important that i dont leave out trusting people. yeah people will always roll over on you, but there are people to trust, if you trust yourself.
so do what makes you happy, and do what lets you do those things, and dont look over the fence at someone elses life to compare, there isnt any comparison. its your life, go live it, and tell the people that dont want you to, to go fuck themselves.
originalthought:
*meow* 
Stop reading depressing journals.
Hrmm... hope my "journal" isn't depressing. I would consider it to be more frustrated than anything else. I put everything on there that I don't want my friends on livejournal to read. There's something to be said for self-censorship.
In other news, do something fun this weekend. Since my stupid roadtrip failed for stupid reasons, my newest plan is to leave tomorrow for Southwest New Mexico. The cool things about this plan include increased likelihood of solitude and no roaming charges on my cell phone if I'm being attacked by creepy desert mountainmen and need help.
How about a new piercing? That could also be fun and exciting.
Anyway, be sure to take care of that silly chickymonkey for me.
Stop reading depressing journals.
Hrmm... hope my "journal" isn't depressing. I would consider it to be more frustrated than anything else. I put everything on there that I don't want my friends on livejournal to read. There's something to be said for self-censorship.
In other news, do something fun this weekend. Since my stupid roadtrip failed for stupid reasons, my newest plan is to leave tomorrow for Southwest New Mexico. The cool things about this plan include increased likelihood of solitude and no roaming charges on my cell phone if I'm being attacked by creepy desert mountainmen and need help.
How about a new piercing? That could also be fun and exciting.
Anyway, be sure to take care of that silly chickymonkey for me.
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justinxl:
I look at the Banana Junior and all I can say is "Ooo."
Sexy little box.
Sexy little box.
justinxl:
Hey Fred - I'm stuck at home being sick, but I saw you were online and
thought I'd polish off the rest of the red bull & jager with you.
Nostorovaya!
[Edited on Mar 17, 2004 9:41PM]
thought I'd polish off the rest of the red bull & jager with you.
Nostorovaya!
[Edited on Mar 17, 2004 9:41PM]