freddyg

*removes fork from ear*
dating is complete BS.
an internet connection is all you'll ever need.

Last Wednesday's entry was disturbingly similar.
Do you have a problem getting over the hump of the week?

Talk to me later if you want.

So not only are you a camwhore (as evidenced by your frequent appearances on the webcam page), you're a barwhore as well. I just don't know what to say... I can't find the words...


... you make me so proud. (tear!)


PS - I'm telling Amy you were talking to other women.

I wish you were around a couple years ago to tell me these things. It would have made my life easier back then.

At least if you know it's coming and you know what it feels like, you can deal with it a lot better.

*meow*
Aaaaaaaand I'm off.
Have a good weekend of self-realization and goodness.

ok, if you want to know why i ragged on justin, look a page back in my journal, what a biotch.

thoughts for today: why cant shit just work, my system is totally screeeewed so i'm backin up my data and if i can find the disks, im going towards the light, linux/xwindows.
why do i have to do this every 3 months? so lame.

also been depressed, i guess it might be from reading depressing journals.

heres the thing: do what makes you happy, if you cant then change things until you can, if you dont know what makes you happy, FIND IT!, and do it.

what makes me happy? lame ass shit, just like EVERYONE ELSE. so what do i do about it? i do the lame ass shit. why? because it makes me happy. this is happiness, knowing yourself. sometimes we all get lonely, sometimes we get sad, sometimes we get mad. do what you have to to get over, however many times you have to do it.

being depressed really sucks, but its a factor in our lives, thats it, thats all. the secret is knowing about it, and knowing what to do about it, to fix it.

i think its important that i dont leave out trusting people. yeah people will always roll over on you, but there are people to trust, if you trust yourself.

so do what makes you happy, and do what lets you do those things, and dont look over the fence at someone elses life to compare, there isnt any comparison. its your life, go live it, and tell the people that dont want you to, to go fuck themselves.

*meow*

Stop reading depressing journals.
Hrmm... hope my "journal" isn't depressing. I would consider it to be more frustrated than anything else. I put everything on there that I don't want my friends on livejournal to read. There's something to be said for self-censorship.

In other news, do something fun this weekend. Since my stupid roadtrip failed for stupid reasons, my newest plan is to leave tomorrow for Southwest New Mexico. The cool things about this plan include increased likelihood of solitude and no roaming charges on my cell phone if I'm being attacked by creepy desert mountainmen and need help.

How about a new piercing? That could also be fun and exciting.

Anyway, be sure to take care of that silly chickymonkey for me.

I look at the Banana Junior and all I can say is "Ooo."

Sexy little box.

Hey Fred - I'm stuck at home being sick, but I saw you were online and
thought I'd polish off the rest of the red bull & jager with you.



Nostorovaya!

[Edited on Mar 17, 2004 9:41PM]

Well, that was better than just about anything else I've done all day.
Thanks for the pictures.
They were... ummm... special.
*grin*

*grin* Most people are incapable of typing at any hour of the day. I will not hold your 3 am spellings against you.

Last night, rather than continuing my drinking binge, I took a wonderfully relaxing bath wherein I took advantage of my wireless network. It was fantastic... suicidegirls in the bathtub. What a good time.

hi! is too much joy the band that did the clowns song in shakes the clown? if so you rule.

The drinking-- my "student mentor" just finished his comprehensive exams today. I skipped my archaeology core class to go drinking with him and a bunch of geology/ climatology folk. It was quite fun. =) But... drinking in the afternoon when you haven't eaten at all in the day on top of 90 degree temperatures makes the drinking all that more fun.

I'm sorry your day was crizzap.

ok i'm drunk enough that i cant manage to make a comment on the right page, sorry Original.

Jager' and rebull - it does a body good