Less sick. Maybe I'll feel human again tomorrow and I can go back to climbing....
Argh. Pihka isn't gay. Now I feel even sillier for having a little crush on her. I'm so used to having silly crushes on gay girls. Ah well. I think I still want to be Pihka's dream girl, just as a boy I'm under no illusions of luring her to San Francisco, just might me a fun thing to be
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Oooh, it's also be 2.5 days w/o smoking. It's not much, but it is a start.
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Must join this.
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I need to get unsick so I can start living again. 12 hours a day of SG is definitely not healty.
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Yay! New profile pic. A little more revealing what I actually look like until I do a set for suicide boys...
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1) I can't wait to get out and actually interact with people. In the flesh. I've been in bed for 3 days. This sucks. I've got, i think, 3 dates with 3 women lined up. Which is more than I used to do in a year. Who am I kidding. 3-4 years. I'm ready to go and and mingle
2) I'm noticing my taste in suicide girls is leaning more and more towards their personalities. The five I have up now (except DebraJean who's just straight up hot) are because they are hot AND there's something cool about them. I _LIKE_ porn where I can relate to the models. Flux is really into Borges. I love Borges. Olivia is a big computer geek. Shera posts the most fucked up funniest shit to the boards. Pihka is the funky Finnish nature girl. It's all just so cool.
But, there are women actually wanting to spend real world time with me, and I'm really looking forward to that
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You know what I miss? Smoking the weed. It's been several month. Screw drinking, I need to get stoned.
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I wanna be canadian. Any canucks out there wanna marry me so I can move north?
Argh. Pihka isn't gay. Now I feel even sillier for having a little crush on her. I'm so used to having silly crushes on gay girls. Ah well. I think I still want to be Pihka's dream girl, just as a boy I'm under no illusions of luring her to San Francisco, just might me a fun thing to be
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Oooh, it's also be 2.5 days w/o smoking. It's not much, but it is a start.
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Must join this.
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I need to get unsick so I can start living again. 12 hours a day of SG is definitely not healty.
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Yay! New profile pic. A little more revealing what I actually look like until I do a set for suicide boys...
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1) I can't wait to get out and actually interact with people. In the flesh. I've been in bed for 3 days. This sucks. I've got, i think, 3 dates with 3 women lined up. Which is more than I used to do in a year. Who am I kidding. 3-4 years. I'm ready to go and and mingle
2) I'm noticing my taste in suicide girls is leaning more and more towards their personalities. The five I have up now (except DebraJean who's just straight up hot) are because they are hot AND there's something cool about them. I _LIKE_ porn where I can relate to the models. Flux is really into Borges. I love Borges. Olivia is a big computer geek. Shera posts the most fucked up funniest shit to the boards. Pihka is the funky Finnish nature girl. It's all just so cool.
But, there are women actually wanting to spend real world time with me, and I'm really looking forward to that
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You know what I miss? Smoking the weed. It's been several month. Screw drinking, I need to get stoned.
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I wanna be canadian. Any canucks out there wanna marry me so I can move north?
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I understand that completely.