i totally grew some balls last night then lost them in the same hour!
i told the guy i like over text that i had wanted to kess him all night!!!!!! thats so not me im so not a first move person, but then i bottled it got scared we wouldnt speak again and asked him to forget it.
he was really sweet and like i wouldnt have stopped you but now i just feel super embarrassed im ment to be the confident one!
im the one that went to a random girls 18th last night made friends with her dad and sung and happy birthday on stage like a dick WTF happened!
off to ikea today my aunt is coming down so going shopping then might see if the boy wants to do something once im over the shame
*hangs head*
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i told the guy i like over text that i had wanted to kess him all night!!!!!! thats so not me im so not a first move person, but then i bottled it got scared we wouldnt speak again and asked him to forget it.
he was really sweet and like i wouldnt have stopped you but now i just feel super embarrassed im ment to be the confident one!
im the one that went to a random girls 18th last night made friends with her dad and sung and happy birthday on stage like a dick WTF happened!
off to ikea today my aunt is coming down so going shopping then might see if the boy wants to do something once im over the shame
*hangs head*
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